To My Daughters:
Listen to the first few verses of Chapter 29:
Job further continued his discourse, and said: “Oh, that I were as in months past, As in the days when God watched over me; When His lamp shone upon my head, And when by His light I walked through darkness; Just as I was in the days of my prime, When the friendly counsel of God was over my tent; When the Almighty was yet with me, When my children were around me;
Job missed his God and he missed his children. He was feeling alone and abandoned.
The rest of chapter 29 finds Job longing for his past. Now it is helpful and good during times of trial to remember God's faithfulness and his past blessings. I do not think, however, that this is what Job is doing here. It is also normal, when we are grieving, to look back at the past and wish it could be like that again. This kind of thinking is not very helpful because we are dwelling on what made us happy and comfortable rather than God's eternal desire for our holiness. All of us do this but to spend much time there is a mistake. We are focusing on that “me, myself and I” rather than looking outward and seeing what God might have for us in the moment...what he might be wanting to accomplish in us and through us in the trial we are facing.
Putting all that aside if we go through the chapter what you discover is that Job was a very godly man. He spoke with authority and his counsel was sought. He took care of the poor, the fatherless, the helpless and the oppressed. He caused the widow's heart to sing for joy. Righteousness clothed him and justice was his robe. He was eyes to the blind and feet to the lame. Job was Jesus to those around him.
Chapter 30 we find Job moving from the past to the present and lamenting his losses. Men mock him...he is their taunting song...a byword. His riches are gone, his body is diseased and is heart is grieved. Verse 20 tells us that he feels that God has deserted him and further down his hope is now darkness. I have felt this way in times of grief. (I am sure not to the extent that Job did)...but all of us at one time or another in our lives will feel cornered with no room to move forward or backward. The only thing we can do is stay in the present and endure. We cannot go back to the past...it is gone. We cannot endure the pain of the present and the future seems dark, full of unknowns and frightening to face.
I am so grateful for Jesus during these times of grief and suffering. I take comfort in the fact that He has gone before and has borne my griefs and carried my sorrows. He does not change. He is the same yesterday, today and forever. My reality is that my past is taken care...my sins are forgiven. My present reality is that He is always with me...that in Him I live and move and have my being. My future is bright because He is my sure and certain hope. I will “awake” in His likeness.
Job continues his claim that he is innocent of any pattern of sin and desires that God would answer him and tell him why he was suffering. Chapter 31 can be used as a “spiritual inventory”. Job is going through sins that he did NOT commit. I liked the list of questions that Warren Wiersbe puts together for us to ask ourselves from chapter 31. I will close with it.
Do you have eyes that wander lustfully (vv. 1–4)
or feet that move deceitfully (vv. 5–8)?
Has lust been fulfilled in overt sin (vv. 9–12)?
Have you treated others as God wants them treated (vv. 13–23)?
Have you coveted wealth or been proud of what you possess (vv. 24–28)?
How do you respond to the suffering of an enemy (vv. 29–30)
or the needs of a stranger (vv. 31–34)?
Are you a faithful steward of the natural resources God gives (vv. 38–40)?
Love
Mom