Sunday, December 31, 2017

Being Strong and Courageous...

My soul followeth hard after thee: thy right hand upholdeth me.--Psalm 63:8

“Be strong and courageous; do not be afraid nor dismayed before the king of Assyria, nor before all the multitude that is with him; for there are more with us than with himWith him is an arm of flesh; but with us is the Lord our God to help us and to fight our battles.--2nd Chronicles 32:8

My life in time and eternity are Yours, Father.  I will walk with You in boldness because my relationship with You is unbreakable.  Nothing can separate me from Your love.

Thank you that you have NOT given me the spirit of fear but instead have given me Your power, Your love and Your mind!  These all became mine when I believed.  You have enlightened my eyes with the light of Your life and have given me understanding to know what is the hope of your calling, the riches of the glory of my inheritance and the exceeding greatness of Your power toward me who believe.  Your love has been poured out in my heart...I can love as You love...focused not on me but on You, my Father in heaven.  By your Spirit of grace I can now seek the good of others before my own.

I don't want my circumstances to move me and cause me to react in a way that is not honoring to You .   I don't want even to consider my own life dear to me, but, like Paul, I want to finish my course with joy, testifying of you at all times and in all things.  Fear is from the enemy and walks in total opposition to Your perfect love.   It is evil and filled with self seeking.  Your word tells me that anything that is not from faith is sin.  Oh, Father, I confess I fail here so often...my first and last thoughts each and every day are of me.  Help me to walk in your perfect love that casts out fear and self seeking. Help to surrender to what You want and put aside my fears for I have not received the spirit of bondage but the Spirit of adoption whereby I can cry Abba, Father!  I am your precious daughter and can go boldly to Your throne for grace to help in time of need.

In You Father, I live and move and have my being.  In You, my Light of Life, I see light!  My Redeemer lives!  You have delivered my soul from the pit and released me from my fear of death.  Even when the darkness closes in, You are the light all about me.  Yay, even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil because You walk with me and comfort me.  There is no fear in Your perfect love...fear involves torment.  Oh Father, make me perfect in Your love.  You are my help and my shield and my soul waits for You.  My heart rejoices in You, my Savior and trusts in Your holy name.  Let Your mercy, O Lord, be upon me!

When I focus on You and draw my very life from You...when I surrender and meditate on Your word...when I seek Your wisdom and grace...when I want Your will and your purposes...when I abide in You and seek Your kingdom first all the rest is added unto me. "Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit saith the Lord of Hosts."

 Father, may Your word be my treasure.  May spending time with You at Your throne of grace be where my attention and time is devoted.  Let me desire like Paul to know nothing but Your Son, Jesus Christ and Him crucified.  This is wisdom!  Help me to find my peace in this life in You at Your feet.  May You be my consolation and comfort in death and may I have joy forever in Your everlasting arms. 

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

This Christmas...


2nd Timothy chapters 3 and 4 truly speak my heart as a mom...Study the word, moms...preach and teach it...in season and out of season.  Speak the truth to your little ones and not so little ones in LOVE....Make sure your word and your deeds match.  Do not let them leave your home and go into the world as children who will be driven and tossed about like a wave is by the wind.

All Scripture is given to us by God and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction and for instruction in righteousness.  

Jesus Christ is the Great I AM...the Becoming One.  He becomes for us and for our children when we believe, whatever we need.  Give them Jesus.  Give them a mom who abides in the vine.  Give them a mom who draws her life and her strength from Him.  Give them a mom whose love for her Savior deepens daily and whose joy and strength come from Him.  Spend time with your God,  moms...depend on Him moment by moment and then watch your precious children do the same.

Having obeyed the word of your God, you will look back on this time in your life with joy and will see that faith TRULY is the substance of things hoped for... the evidence of things not seen and by it the elders obtained a good testimony as will you.

I have no greater joy than to hear that my children walk in truth.---3 John 1:4

Wednesday, November 29, 2017

God's Steadfast Love to a Hurting Heart...


Thinking the Lord spoke to my heart last night while I was worshiping Him thru the song "The Hurt and the Healer" by MercyMe.  Here are the words:


"The Hurt and The Healer"
MERCYME...

Why?
The question that is never far away
The healing doesn’t come from the explained
Jesus please don’t let this go in vain
You’re all I have
All that remains

So here I am
What’s left of me
Where glory meets my suffering

I’m alive
Even though a part of me has died
You take my heart and breathe it back to life
I’ve fallen into Your arms open wide
When the hurt and the healer collide

Breathe
Sometimes I feel it’s all that I can do
Pain so deep that I can hardly move
Just keep my eyes completely fixed on You
Lord take hold and pull me through

So here I am
What’s left of me
Where glory meets my suffering

I’m alive
Even though a part of me has died
You take my heart and breathe it back to life
I’ve fallen into your arms open wide
When the hurt and the healer collide

It’s the moment when humanity
Is overcome by majesty
When grace is ushered in for good
And all our scars are understood
When mercy takes its rightful place
And all these questions fade away
When out of the weakness we must bow
And hear You say “It’s over now”

I’m alive
Even though a part of me has died
You take my heart and breathe it back to life
I’ve fallen into your arms open wide
When The hurt and the healer collide

Jesus come and break my fear
Awake my heart and take my tears
Find Your glory even here
When the hurt and the healer collide [x2]

Jesus come and break my fear
Awake my heart and take my tears
Find Your glory even here



As I was listening to this song a picture came up on the screen of Jesus with a toddler on His lap...He was showing him a butterfly.  At that moment I understood.  My whole body began to shake and convulse with the knowledge of His grace and mercy and love to me.  When I am with a little one or have my camera and am looking at nature through its lens...these are the times where I am never more "me".  AND IT IS THE "ME" I LIKE BEST.   It is the me that has a child's mindset.  It is the me that allows Him to shine through.  It is not the "me" of my flesh but the "me" in Him.  A little one at my side...or a camera in hand and my heartbreak and pain are lifted...my God is with me...holding me...showing me the beauty and wonder that surrounds me through His eyes.  I am at peace.  I am as close to heaven as I can get here in this world.  In His grace and love He reminded me of this last night...that He is there holding me...sharing His world with me as a loving mom or dad does with their little one....providing ways of escape from unrelenting grief and pain...all I needed to do was take his hand...He...His presence was and is always my CONSOLATION.  



Monday, November 13, 2017

My Strong Habitation...


Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.--Psalm 71:3

I am redeemed!  You, my God, have set me free!  You are the house of my habitation..in You I live, move and have my being.  You, O Lord, are my house of defense, my strong tower...my rock.  To You and to You alone will I continually resort.  You have given commandment to save me!  Bend down your ear and deliver me speedily from those who are my enemies...from those who desire to see me fall.  For thy namesake lead me and guide me.  Pull me out of the net they have secretly laid for me.  You are my strength and into Your hands I commit my spirit.   I rejoice in Your mercy.....You have considered my trouble and have known my soul in all its adversities.  You have not given me into the hands of my enemies but have set my feet in a wide place.  You are always with me. 

Have mercy on me Lord, for I am in trouble.  Have mercy on me Lord for I am weak.  My soul is consumed with grief and my eyes from crying.  My times are in Your hands.  You hear me when I cry and draw me out of many waters.  My weakness does not place me in jeopardy because You are my strong tower!   Hide me in the secret place of Your tabernacle, show to me Your marvelous kindness.  Make Your face to shine upon me, and save me for thy mercies sake. My hope is in You, my God who preserves the faithful and strengthens the hearts of those who fear You. 

I dwell under the shadow of the Almighty God!  You are my refuge and my fortress...my God in whom I will trust..  You give your angels charge over me to keep me in all my ways and make all things work together for good for me...I am called for Your purposes.   You, Father, know my name and have set Your love upon me.!!   I can come boldly to Your throne of grace to obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.  When I call, You will answer.  You will honor me and deliver me and show me Your salvation.  I will be strong and of good courage...I will fear not; nor shall I be afraid:  for the Lord, my God goes with me and will not fail me nor forsake me. Happy am I because my God is the Lord. 

Saturday, September 30, 2017

Last Things

Charles Spurgeon explains the way we see sin in a whole new light when the truth is shined upon it.


A Sermon Delivered on Sunday Morning, December 31, 1865, By C. H. Spurgeon, at the Metropolitan Tabernacle, Newington.
At the last. (Proverbs 5:11)
1. The wise man saw the young and simple straying into the house of the strange woman. The house seemed so completely different from what he knew it to be, that he desired to shed a light upon it, so that the young man might not sin in the dark, but might understand the nature of his deeds. The wise man looked around, and he saw only one lamp suitable to his purpose; it was named “At the last”; so, snatching this, he held it up in the midst of the strange woman’s den of infamy, and everything was changed from what it had been before: the truth had come to light, and the deception had vanished. The young man dreamed of pleasure, in lustful dalliance he hoped to find delight; but when the lamp or “At the last” began to shine, he saw rottenness in his bones, filthiness in his flesh, pains and griefs and sorrows, as the necessary consequence of sin, and, wisely guided, wisely taught, the simple minded recoiled and listened to the admonitions of the teacher, “Do not come near the door of her house, for her gates lead down to the chambers of death.”
2. Now if this lamp of “At the last” was found so useful in this one particular case, I think it must be equally useful everywhere else, and it may help us all to understand the truth of matters if we will look at them in the light which this wonderful lamp yields. I can only compare my text in its matchless power to Ithuriel’s spear, with which, according to Milton, he touched the toad and immediately Satan appeared in his true colours. If I can apply my text to certain things today, they will come out in their true light; “At the last,” shall be the rod in my hand with which I shall touch tinsel, and it shall disappear and you will see it is not gold, and I will touch varnish and paint and veneer, and you shall understand that they are really what they are, and not what they profess to be: the light of “At the last” shall be the light of truth, the light of wisdom to our souls. It seems to me a fitting occasion for holding up this light this morning, when we have come to the end of the year, and shall in a few short hours be at the beginning of another. This period, like Janus,1 has two faces, looking back on the year that is past, and looking forward on the year that is to come, and my four sided lamp will perhaps gleam afar. I wish that you may have courage enough to look down the vista of the years that you have already lived, and think of everything that you have thought, and spoken, and done, in the light of the beams of this lamp “At the last,” and then I hope you will have holy daring enough to let the same light shine forward on the years yet to come, when your hair shall be grey and the grinders shall fail, and those who look out of the windows shall be darkened. We will, then, examine the past and the future of life in the light of “At the last.” May it teach us wisdom, and make us walk in the fear of God.
3. I have said that my lamp has four sides to it, and so it has: we will look at it first in the light which streams from death.

Death

4. I. DEATH is at the last. In some sense it is the last, of this mortal life; it is the last of our period of trial here below; it is the last of the day of grace; it is the last of the day of mortal sin. The tree falls when we die, and it does not sprout again; the house is washed from the foundations and it is built no more, if it has been founded on sin. Death is the end of this present life. And how certain it is to all of us! This year we have had many signs of its certainty. One might almost compose an almanac for this year, and put down the name of someone of note at least for every month, and I should scarcely exaggerate if I said for every week, in the year. All ranks and classes have been made to feel the arrow of the insatiable archer. From royalty down to poverty the grave has been glutted with its prey. Early in the year there fell one whose benevolence mingled with sagacity had blessed our land, and who being dead is still remembered by the needy, because he cheapened their bread, and broke down the laws which, while they might have fattened the rich, certainly impoverished the poor. His sagacity could not spare him, and though he is embalmed in the hearts of thousands, yet to the dust he has returned. Swiftly after him there fell one who ruled a mighty people in the flush of victory, when what threatened to be a disruption and a separation had ended in triumph to one side and the nation seemed as if it were about to start on a fresh course of prosperity. By the assassin’s hand he fell. Whatever question there might have been about him in his life, all men conspired to honour him in his death. The ruler of a nation who could subdue a gallant and a mighty foe, could not subdue that old foe who conquers whom he wishes. Abraham Lincoln died as well as Cobden.2 And there was the man who had saved many precious lives by warning mariners of the approaching storm, and thus many ships had remained in harbour and been delivered from the merciless jaws of the deep, but he himself could not forecast or escape the last dread storm; he, too, must go down into that fathomless deep which swallows all mankind. Then, when the year was ripe and the flowers were all in bloom—fit season for his going—there was taken away the man who has garnished our nation with objects of beauty and of joy, a man who loved the flowers and sleeps beneath them now. Like flowers he withered as all of us must do—Sir Joseph Paxton3 died. Then in the month of September, when the year began to wane, three men at least who had walked with their staff to heaven and read the spheres, astronomers who predicted eclipses and told of comets, men of fame and name—three fell at once. They might tell of the eclipse, but they themselves must be eclipsed; and they might foretell the track of the comet, but they themselves are gone from us as those meteoric stars are gone. Then you will remember well, when the year had waned, grown old, it is only a day or two ago, that all were startled by the death of that young-old man who had ruled our nation so long and on the whole so well. We shall not forget that he was taken away from us who was, in some respects, a king throughout our land. Wisdom, cheerfulness, youthful strength such as he possessed, could not avert the time of death. And then, as if the muster roll were not completed, as if death could not be satisfied until the year had yielded up yet another grave, we heard that the oldest of monarchs had been taken away; and though his goodness and his wisdom had guided well the little nation over which he ruled, and given him an influence far more extensive than his own sphere, yet death did not spare him, and Leopold4 must die. It has been a year of dying rather than of living, and you may look upon yourselves and wonder that you are here. Some greener than we are have been cut down. You who are ripe, are you ready? It is marvellous that although so ripe you should have been spared so long.
5. Now in the light of all these deaths, I want you to look upon mortal sins. They sculpture angels upon gravestones sometimes; then let each angel from the gravestone speak to us this morning, and we will listen to his words, for wise and solemn they will surely be, and worthy of our notice, as if he had risen from the dead.
6. Let me take you upstairs to your own deathbed, for there, perhaps, the lamp will burn best for you. Look at actions which you have thought to be great, and upon which you have prided yourself—how will they look at the last? You made money; you made money quickly; you did the thing very cleverly; you praised yourself for it, just as others have praised themselves for conquering nations, or forcing their way to fame, or lifting themselves into eminence. Now you are dying, and what do you think of all that? Is it so great as it seemed to be? Oh, how you leaped up to it, how you strained yourself to reach it, and you have got it, and you are dying. What do you think of it now? The greatest of human actions will appear to be insignificant when we come to die, and especially those upon which men most pride themselves—these will yield them the bitterest humiliation. We shall then say what madmen we must have been to have wasted so much time and energy upon such paltry things. When we shall discover that they were not real, that they were only mere bubbles, mere pretences, we shall then look upon ourselves as demented to have spent all of our life and energy upon them.
7. Let us look at our selfish actions in that light. A man says, “I know how to make money,” “and I know how to keep it too,” he says—and he prides himself that he is not such a fool as to be generous, nor such a simpleton as to give either to God or to the poor. Now, there he lies. Ah! do you know how to keep it now? Can you take it with you? Can you bear so much as a single farthing of it across the river of death? You are come to the water’s side—how much of it will you carry through? Ah fool! how much wiser would you have been if you had laid up your treasure in heaven, where neither moth nor rust corrupts! You called such men fools when you were living. What do you think of them now that you are dying? Who is the fool, he who sent his goods beforehand, or he who stored them up here to leave them everlastingly? Everything that is selfish will look beggarly when we come to die; but everything which in the sight of God we have done for Christ’s sake that has been generous, and self-denying, and noble, will even amidst the vaults of death sparkle with celestial splendour. Some of you have been, during this week, giving to the cause of God very generously, for which I thank you—I think I may also do it in my Master’s name—and when I have thought of it, I have said to myself, “Surely, when they come to die, none of them shall regret that they have served the cause of God. Ah, if they have even given to the pinching of themselves, it shall be no source of sorrow when they come to the deathbed that they did it for one of the least of God’s little ones.” Look at your actions in the light of death, and the selfish ones shall soon pass. I wish also, dear friends, that some of you would look at your self-righteousness in the light of death. You have been very good people, very upright, honest, moral, amiable, generous, and so on, and you are resting on what you are. Do you think this will bear your weight when you come to die? When you are in good health any form of religion may satisfy, but a dying soul needs more than sand to rest on. You will want the Rock of Ages. Then let me assure you, that in the light of the grave, all confidence, except confidence in the blood and righteousness of Jesus Christ, is a clear delusion. Flee from it, I beseech you. Why will you repose beneath a Jonah’s gourd that will die before the worm? Seek a better shelter; cling to the Rock of Ages; find the shadow of a great rock in a weary land. The same, I may say, of all confidence in the efficacy of ceremonies and sacraments. When we are in good health it seems a sufficiently satisfactory thing to have been baptized, and to have taken the sacrament and to go to church, and read prayers and all that, and one can get a little water out of those wells while one is strong and joyous; but when you come to be sick and to die, let me tell you, sacraments will be nothing to you. Baptism and the Lord’s Supper will equally deceive you if you rest on them; when you come to die you will find them to be supports too frail to bear the weight of an immortal soul’s eternal interests. It will be in vain when you lie dying, if God gives you a quickened conscience to say, “I went to church or to meeting so many times a day.” You will find it a poor plaster to your soul’s wounds to be able to say, “I made a profession of godliness.” Oh your shams will all be torn away from you by the rough hand of the skeleton, Death; you will want a real Saviour, vital godliness, true regeneration, not baptismal regeneration; you will want Christ, not sacraments; and nothing short of this will do “at the last.”
8. And, dear friends, let me ask as I hold up the light, “How will sin appear when we come to die?” It is pleasant now and we can excuse it, calling it a peccadillo, a little trivial mistake, a juvenile error, and imprudence, and so on; but how will sin appear when you come to die? The grim ghosts of our iniquities, if they have not been laid in the grave of Christ Jesus, will haunt our deathbed. That ghastly chamberlain, with finger bloody and red, will draw the curtain all around us. What a horrible prospect, to be shut in with our sins for ever, to be dying, with no comrades around the bed to comfort, but with the remembrances of the past to terrify and to alarm!
9. Think, I urge you, not only upon the root and principle of evil, but upon its fruit. Remember that the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life. Do not consider what the thing looks like today, but what will it be in its end? You warm the viper in your bosom, but how will you bear its sting when you shall come to lie upon your last bed? I know the sea is smooth and calm for you for a moment; but remember, there are storms, there are hurricanes that sweep it, and what will your poor bark do without Christ for its pilot when the dread storm of death shall come? I wish I could in imagination take you down, down, down to the waters of death, where you shall feel your feet sinking in the dread sand of uncertainty, and hear the booming of the distant sea, and your spirit shall begin to ask, “What is that ocean that I hear?” And there shall come back an answer, “You hear the breaking of the everlasting waves; you are descending into the bottomless sea of eternity.” You shall feel its chill floods as they come from the ankles to the knees, and from the knees to the waist; and you will find it (if you are without Christ), not a river to swim in, but an ocean to be drowned in for ever, for ever, for ever. Oh, God help you to look at present joys, and actions, and thoughts, and doings, in the light of death! What a contrast there is often between the life of man and his death! You would praise some men if you only saw their lives, but, when you see their deaths, you change your estimation. There is Moses: he may be the King of Egypt, but he gives up royalty and all its tempting joys. On the mount it is offered to him to be made the founder of a mighty race—a desire always prominent in the Eastern mind, but, instead of desiring himself to be made a great nation, he, unselfishly, desires even to be blotted out of the Book of Life, if God will only spare his people Israel. And what does Moses get for it all? His only earthly reward is to be the leader of a crew of slaves who are perpetually rebelling against him and vexing his holy spirit. Now there is Balaam, on the other hand. He has visitations from God; and when Balak, the son of Zippor, begs him to curse Israel, he cannot curse, although he is quite willing to go as far as he can. He is compelled by the inward Spirit to bless the people, but, after he has done that, for gain and for reward, he formulates a plan against Israel by which they were cursed: he asks them send out the women of Moab to lead the children of Israel astray. Now there he goes, with his treasures of silver and gold, back to his own house, and the shrewd busy worldly man says, “That is the man for me: do not tell me about your meek Moses, who is afraid of doing this and that, and will not look out for himself. He has thrown away a kingdom, and now he has thrown away the chance of being the head of a nation. That is the man to make money—Balaam. He will be a common councillor, or an alderman, or lord mayor one day—that Balaam. A man must not be too much of a stickler; he must go ahead, and make hay while the sun shines.
There is a tide in the affairs of men,
Which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune.
That is the man for me who knows when to launch out on the waters and who does not ask if they are dirty or clean if they only waft him onward to wealth and success.” Ah, but they come to die, and Balaam dies—where? He had prayed, “Let my last end be like his”—like the righteous,—and he died in battle, fighting against the righteous and against the God of the righteous. And near that very place Moses also died, and you know how—with visions of Canaan upon his eye, melting into visions of the Canaan which is above, the New Jerusalem, which is the mother of us all. In death who would not rather be like Moses, even though he lived like Balaam? Be it yours and mine to aspire to be like Moses, both living and dying. “At the last!” think of that, and whenever you are tempted by sin, or tempted by gain, look at it—“At the last,” “At the last.” May God help you to judge righteously.

Judgment

10. II. And now we will turn to the second side of our lantern. The second of these last things is JUDGMENT. After death the judgment. When we die, we do not die. When a man dies, shall he live again? Indeed, that he shall—for his spirit dies never. God has made us such strange wondrous beings, with such wide reaching hopes, and such far reaching aspirations, that it is not possible we should die and become extinct. The beast has no longing for immortality; you never hear it sigh for celestial regions: it has no dread of judgment, because there is no second life, no judgment for the beast that perishes. But the God who gives to man the dread of things to come, and makes him feel and long after something better than this small globe affords us, cannot have mocked us, cannot have made us more wretched than the beast that perishes, by giving us passions and desires never to be gratified. We are immortal, every one of us, and when the stars go out and Sol’s great furnace is extinguished for lack of fuel, and, like a vesture, God’s wide universe shall be rolled up, we shall be still living a life as eternal as the Eternal God himself. Oh, when we leave this world, we are told that after death there comes a judgment for us. I do not know how it is with you—you may be more accustomed to courts of justice than I am—but there always creeps a solemnity over me, even in a common court of justice among men, and especially, when a man is being tried for his life. Laughter seems hushed there, and everything is solemn. How much more dreadful will be that Court where men shall be tried for their eternal lives, where their souls rather than their bodies shall be at stake! The judgment of one’s fellows is not to be despised. A bold good man can afford to laugh at the world’s opinion, still it is trying to him, for one’s fellows may be right: multitudes of men, if they have really thought upon the matter, may not all be wrong. It is not easy to stand at the bar of public opinion, and receive the verdict of condemnation; but what will it be to stand at the bar of God, who is greater than all, and to receive from him the sentence of damnation! God save us from that!
11. Let us think of this judgment for a moment. We shall rise from the dead: we shall be there in body as well as spirit. These very bodies will stand upon the earth at the latter day: when Christ shall come and the trumpet shall sound, his people shall rise at the first resurrection, and the wicked shall rise also, and in their flesh they shall see God. Let me think of all that I have done then in the light of that. There will be present every man who has ever lived on earth. How shall I like to have all my doings published there? My very thoughts—how shall I feel when they are read aloud; what I whispered in the ear in the closet—how shall I like to have that proclaimed with sound of trumpet! And what I did in the dark—how shall I care to have that revealed in the light? And yet these things must be made known before the assembled universe. My enemies will be present there. If I have treated them badly, if I have been a backbiter, a slanderer, it will be declared then: if I have been a hypocrite and a dissembler, and made others think me to be true when I have been false, I shall be unmasked then. Those I have injured will be there. With what alarm will the debauchee see those whom he has seduced stand with fiery eyes to accuse him there! With what horror will the oppressor see the widow and the fatherless, whom he drove to poverty, stand there, swift witnesses against him to condemnation! If I have spread false doctrine, a moral pestilence destroying human souls, my victims shall be there to gather around me in a circle and, like dogs that bay at the stag, each of them demanding my blood. They shall all be there, friends and foes; more solemn still, “He” shall be there—the man of men, the grandest among men, because he is God as well as man, and if I have despised and rejected his salvation, I shall then see him in another way and in a different light.
The Lord shall come! but not the same
As once in lowliness he came,
A silent Lamb before his foes,
A weary man, and full of woes.
The Lord shall come! a dreadful form,
With rainbow wreath and robes of storm;
On cherub wings, and wings of wind,
Appointed Judge of all mankind!
How will you face him, you who have despised him? You who have doubted his deity, how will you bear its blaze? You rejected and trampled on his precious blood, how will you bear the weight of his almighty arm? When on the cross you would not receive him, and when on the throne you shall not escape from him. That silver sceptre which he stretches out to you now, if you refuse to touch it, shall be laid aside, and he will take one of another metal, a rod of iron, and he shall break you in pieces, yes, he shall dash you in pieces like potters’ vessels. And God shall be there, obviously there, that very God who is here this morning, on the last day of this year, and who sees your thoughts and reads your minds at this moment, but who is so invisible that you forget that he fills this place, and fills all places; you shall not be able to forget him then. Your eyes shall see him in that day; you shall understand his presence. You will try to be hidden from him; would desire hell itself, and think it a place of shelter, if you could escape from him; but everywhere that fire shall encircle you, shall consume you, for “our God is a consuming fire.” You shall no more be able to escape from yourself than from God. You shall find him as present with you as your own soul will be, and you shall feel his hand of fire searching for the chords of your soul, and sweeping with a doleful Miserere5 all the heart strings of your spirit. Unspeakable misery must be yours when the voice of the God-man, shall say, “Depart, you cursed, into everlasting fire in hell.” I wish that you would look at all your actions in the light of the day of judgment. Our secret thoughts, let us bring them out this morning; they have been lying by until they are mouldy; let us bring them out today. My thoughts, how will you look in the light of judgment? My professions, my imaginations, my conceptions, how will you all be when the judgment day shall gleam upon you? My profession, how does that look? I have been baptized in Christ professedly, I wear a Christian name, I preach the gospel, I am a Church officer or a Church member, how will all this bear the light of that tremendous day? When I am put in the scales and weighed, shall I be the weight that I am labelled? In that dreadful day shall I see the handwriting on the wall, “Mene, Tekel, Upharsin”—“You are weighed in the balances, and found wanting?” or shall I hear the gracious sentence which shall pronounce me saved in Jesus Christ? As for my graces, what must they be in the light of judgment? my own salvation, all the matters of experience and knowledge—how do they all look in that light! I think I have believed: I think I love the Saviour: I sometimes hope that I am his; but am I so? Shall I be found to be a true believer at the last? Will my love be mere pretence or true affection? Will my graces be mere talk, or will they be found to be the work of God the Holy Spirit? Am I vitally united to Christ or not? Am I a mere pretender, or a true possessor of eternal things? Oh, my soul, ask these questions in the light of that tremendous day. I wish we could now go forward to the day of judgment, in thought at any rate; and since I feel myself quite unable to lead you there, let me adopt my Saviour’s words: he says that the day comes when he shall separate the righteous from the wicked as the shepherd divides the sheep from the goats. There shall be some on his left hand to whom he shall say, “I was hungry, and you gave me no food: I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink: sick, and in prison, and you did not visit me. Depart, you cursed.” Will he say that to you and to me? There will be some on his right hand to whom he will say, “Come, you blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from before the foundation of the world.” Shall he say that to you and to me? It must be one or the other. As I stand here this morning, I seem to feel on my own account, and I wish you all did on yours, what a certain man in court once felt. Sentence was about to be given in his case, or, at least he thought the case would be called on immediately, and he rushed to his solicitor and he said, “Is there nothing left undone? Are you sure? for if I lose this case I am a ruined man.” His face was white with anxiety. And so it is with you. Is there nothing left undone? for if you lose this case at God’s judgment seat you are a ruined man. Come hearer, have you believed on Christ Jesus, or is faith left undone? Have you given up self-righteousness? Have you left your sin? Have you given your heart to the Saviour? Is regeneration still unaccomplished? Are you born again? Are you in Christ? Are you saved? If your case is lost you are a ruined man. A man ruined here may still retrieve his fortunes; the bankrupt may start again and yet become rich; the captain who has lost a battle may renew the fight and win the successive victory and begin the campaign anew; but lose the battle of life, and the fight shall be no more. Make bankruptcy in this life’s business, and you are finished for good. This is the business of eternity. Soul, is there anything left undone? Brother, sister, is there anything left undone? for if you lose this case, you are ruined, and that for all eternity. I beseech you to look at this day and at all your days, the past and the future, in the light of the day of judgment.

Heaven

12. III. But my lamp—this matchless lamp—has a third side to it, bright, gleaming like a cluster of stars. The third of the last things is HEAVEN, the portion, I trust, of many of us. We hope, when days and years have passed, that very many of us will meet to part no more on the other side of Jordan, in heaven. Now, let us see if we can cast a little light from heaven upon the things present and the things past. You have been toiling—toiling very hard, and wiping the sweat from your brow, and saying, “My lot is not a desirable one. Oh how weary I am! I cannot bear it.” Courage, brother, courage, sister; there is rest for the weary; there is eternal rest for the beloved of the Lord, and when you shall arrive in heaven, how little, how utterly insignificant your toil will seem, even if it shall have lasted threescore years and ten. You are pained much; even now pain shoots through your body; you do not often know what it is to have an easy hour, and you half murmur, “Why am I like this? Why did God deal so harshly with me?” Think of heaven, where the inhabitants shall no more say, “I am sick”; where there are no groans to mingle with the songs that warble from immortal tongues. Courage, tried one. Oh it will soon be over; it is only a pin’s prick or a moment’s pang, and then eternal glory. Be of good cheer, and do not let your patience fail you. And so you have been slandered. Shame and reproach have been cast on your face for Christ’s dear name, and you are ready to give up. Come, man, look ahead! Can you not hear the acclamations of the angels as the conquerors receive one by one their eternal crowns? What! will you not fight when there is so much to be won? Must you be carried to the skies on flowery beds of ease? You must fight if you wish to reign. Gird up the loins of your mind and have respect for the great reward. In the light of heaven, the shame of earth will seem to be less than nothing and vanity. And so you have had many losses and crosses: you were once well to do, but you are poor now. You will have to go home today to a very poor abode and to a scanty meal. Oh, but beloved, you will not be there long. “In my Father’s house are many mansions.” It is only an inn you are staying for a time, and, if the accommodation is rough, you are gone tomorrow; so do not complain. I wish we could look upon all our actions in the light of heaven—I mean those who are believers in Jesus Christ. If we could have future regrets, I think it would be that we did not do more than we did for Christ here below. In heaven they cannot feed Christ’s poor, cannot teach the ignorant. They can extol him with songs of praise, but there are some things in which we have the preference over them: they cannot clothe the naked, or visit the sick, or speak words of cheer to those who are disconsolate. If there is anything that can give joy in heaven, surely it will be in looking back on the grace which enabled us to serve the Master. Oh, if I can win souls for Christ, I shall be a gainer as well as you. I shall have another heaven in their heaven, another joy as it were in their life, and another happiness in their souls’ happiness. And, dear brothers and sisters, if in your Sunday School teaching, or visiting, or talking to others, you can bring any to glory, you will, if it is possible, multiply your heaven and make it all the more glad and joyful. Now, look at the life of some Christians. They come here, and if I preach what they call a good sermon, they like it and drink it in. They are willing to eat the fat and drink the sweet, but what do they do for Christ? Nothing. What do they give for Christ? Hardly anything. There are a few such among us, and these are generally the most miserable people you meet with—neither a comfort to others, nor yet any joy to themselves. Now, even in heaven, I think, though no sorrow should be there, it will be only God’s wiping it away that will keep them from regretting that they did not do what they might have done on earth. We are saved by grace, blessed be God—by grace alone; but, being saved, we do desire to make known the savour of Christ in every place, and we believe in heaven we shall have joy in having made this known among the sons of men. Look at your joy in the light of heaven, and you will see things differently than you do now.
13. IV. We now turn to the fourth of the four last things, and that is, let us look at all things in the light of HELL, that dread and dismal light, the glare of the fiery abyss. Bring that lantern here. Here is a very merry young man. “Ho! ho!” he sings, “Christians are fools.” Hold my light up. There you are without God, without hope, with the great iron gate of death shut upon you and barred for ever, your body in the flames of Tophet, and your soul in the yet more horrible flames of the wrath of God. Who is the fool now? Oh, when your spirits are damned, as they must be if you live without a Saviour, you will think laughing a poor thing. Laugh now, sir! Scoff now! For a few minutes’ merriment you sold eternal joys. You had a mess of pottage and you ate it in haste, and you sold your birthright. What do you think of it now? It is an awful thing that men should be content, for a few short hours of silly mirth, to fling away their souls. Look at merriment in the glare of the flames of hell. See that man in agony down in the vault of hell, he made money by sin, and there he is; he gained the whole world and lost his own soul. How does it look now? “I would give thirty thousand pounds,” said an English gentleman when he lay dying, “if any man would prove to me beyond a shadow of a doubt, that there is no hell.” Indeed, but if he had given thirty thousand worlds that could not be proved, and now, with unutterable pangs, he knows it is so. What would you give when once you are lost if you could throw back your gains? If lost spirits could return here, surely they would do what Judas did—throw down the thirty pieces of silver in the temple, and curse themselves that they ever took the gain of this world and destroyed their souls.
14. And how will unbelief look in the flames of hell? There are no infidels anywhere except on earth: there are none in heaven, and there are none in hell. Atheism is a strange thing. Even the demons never fell into that vice, for “the demons believe and tremble.” And there are some of the devil’s children that have gone beyond their father in sin, but how will it look when they are lost for ever? When God’s foot crushes them, they will not be able to doubt his existence. When he tears them in pieces and there is no one to deliver, then their sophistical syllogisms, their empty logic, their brags and bravadoes, will be of no avail. Oh, that they had been wise and had not darkened their foolish hearts, but had turned to the living God!
15. And, my dear hearers, I have another thought which will come home to some of your spirits with particular power. How will procrastination seem when you once get there? Some of you have been attending this place a long time: you have often had impressions, but you have always said “By and by,” “By and by.” You have been aroused and aroused again, but still it has been “Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow.” How will tomorrow ring in your ears when once you are lost! What would you not give for another day of mercy, another hour of grace? I feel this morning as if I would do with you what the Roman ambassadors did with Antiochus. They met him and asked him whether he meant war or peace. He said he must see; and Popilius6 taking his staff, drew a circle around him where he stood, and said, “You must answer before you leave that place. If you step out of that it is war. Now, war or peace?” And I too would draw a secret circle around you in the pew this morning, and say to you, “Which shall it be, sin or holiness, self or Christ? Shall it be grace or enmity, heaven or hell? And I implore you answer that question in the light of hell.” It is a dreadful light, but it is a revealing one. It is a fire that will devour the scales that cover your blind eyes. May God grant that it may scorch those scales away, so that you may see now how dreadful a thing it is to be an enemy to God, and may you be led by his Holy Spirit to apply to Jesus Christ even now. Ah, how will the gospel seem in the light of hell, and how will your indifference to it seem? When I was thinking of preaching this morning, I wished that I could preach as in that light. To think that there are some to whom I have spoken again and again, who during this year have passed away from the world of hope, we fear into the land of despair, is a dreadful thought. People who occupied these pews, sat in these aisles, stood far away there, and listened and heard the gospel—and they are gone! Did I warn them fairly, truly? If not—if you do not warn them they shall perish, but their blood I will require at your hands. My God, by the blood of the Saviour, set me free from these men! Oh deliver us from that solemn condemnation. But with those of you who still live, I wish to be clear of you. Dear hearers, do you not feel that you are mortal? Have you not within you a sense that you are dying? It is a thought that is always with me; life seems so short. It was not so always with me; but the shortness of life now seems to hang over my mind perpetually, and I suppose it must do so over those of you who are thirty, forty, fifty, or sixty, and who frequently see your friends taken away. Now, since you must soon be gone, since there is a world to come, and you believe there is, how can some of you play with these things? How is it that while you are attentive to your business, you leave your soul’s business neglected? What are you waiting for, my hearer? Are you waiting for another time? Does God not say, “Now is the accepted time; now is the day of salvation?” What are you waiting for? Does not the time that has already past suffice? Oh that you were wise, and would think of your latter end and seek after God! I do implore you, by the shortness of life, by the certainty of death, by the terrors of judgment, by the glories of heaven, by the pains of hell, ask after the right way and walk in it. Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. This is the gospel, “Whoever believes is not condemned.” To believe is to trust. Oh that you may have grace to trust your souls with the Lord Jesus now and for ever, and then we shall not need to fear those words, “At the last,” nor the light of the four last things, Death and Judgment, Heaven and Hell. May God bless you, for his name’s sake.
Soon the whole, like a parched scroll,
Shall before my amazed sight uproll,
And without a screen at one burst be seen,
The presence wherein I have ever been.
[Portion of Scripture Read Before Sermon—Psalms 148; 2 Corinthians 6

Friday, September 29, 2017

Sorrow to Joy...

To My Beloved Daughters...

I think I really got to know the Father a little better this morning! Isn't that one of the main purpose of Bible Study...to KNOW Him. Understanding truth is important but getting to know Him in the process...priceless.  Here are the verses that really hit me in the heart today.

John 16:19-22 

Now Jesus knew that they desired to ask Him, and He said to them, “Are you inquiring among yourselves about what I said, ‘A little while, and you will not see Me; and again a little while, and you will see Me’? 2021 A woman, when she is in labor, has sorrow because her hour has come; but as soon as she has given birth to the child, she no longer remembers the anguish, for joy that a human being has been born into the world. 22 Therefore you now have sorrow; but I will see you again and your heart will rejoice, and your joy no one will take from you.  Most assuredly, I say to you that you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice; and you will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy. 

Having been through childbirth four times I really looked at this one in hopes that I would understand the essence of what Jesus was saying to His disciples here.  These are some of His last words to them before the cross and you could hear and feel His love for them. When I first was told that I would not remember the pain of childbirth I did not believe the teller...I was right not to believe...I do remember the pain of childbirth and I thank God that I do.  After the first delivery, I embraced the pain more willingly...why? Because I saw how the sorrow and suffering I experienced was transformed into the greatest joy my heart has ever known.  My four daughters! God does not substitute something to replace our sorrow with joy...He takes the very instrument that is causing the sorrow and uses it to transform it miraculously into great joy.  

Now the next example is not my own but as a parent and grandparent I could really relate to it.  When our children are crying over a broken toy or over a playmate that has gone home, we do not always immediately go out and buy them another toy or call another playmate over to play.  That would produce an immature, spoiled child that would expect all his problems to be solved either by things or by a person...a child definitely not equipped to handle the real world.  Instead as a parent you transform the situation by teaching them how to cope with loss and disappointment. This is the way of maturity. 

The way of transformation is the way of spiritual maturity...it is the way of faith and patience. It is not an easy road...but the other is a road where satisfaction is never found and peace is never obtained.  Jesus tells us He has overcome the world at the end of Chapter 16...in that same verse He reminds us that we will have tribulation and sorrow here..but in Him (where we live, move and have our being) we will have peace...so be of good cheer.  So in your time of tribulation, look ahead...be mature...do not be short-sighted.  Remember Romans 8:28. Remember Joseph's hopeless situation...they meant it for evil but God meant it for good and brought victory.  The cross is the greatest example.  The darkest hour of history...the hour where Jesus suffered pain and agony unimaginable...became the brightest hour...the cross which previously had been accursed..became a symbol for hope, glory and victory.

Jesus uses our deepest pain and sorrow to bring us our greatest joys.  Trials into triumphs! Our job is to be patient and to wait on Him and allow Him to do the work...What a picture of the heart of our Father.  He even uses the inevitable and unavoidable sin and suffering of this fallen world for His glory and our good. How kind of Him...How good of Him...How merciful and compassionate of Him!  We fight as those who have already won...Jon Courson tells us we begin at the finish line.  So be of good cheer!

Love
Mom

Saturday, August 12, 2017

Facing Rejection...

FACING REJECTION...

You are my hiding place; You shall preserve me from trouble; You shall surround me with songs of deliverance. Selah --Psalm 32:7

 The LORD will command His lovingkindness in the daytime, And in the night His song shall be with me— A prayer to the God of my life. --Psalm 42:8

Mikayla faced rejection this week and much disappointment.  She did not face it alone, however.  She faced it in Him and as a Mom looking on it was a beautiful thing to behold.  Sadly, through no fault of her own, she has faced much grief, sadness and rejection in her short life from people who, by all rights, should love her. Truly, she has learned to run with the horses. 

 "If you have raced with men on foot and they have worn you out, how can you compete with horses? If you stumble in safe country, how will you manage in the thickets by the Jordan?"--Jeremiah 12:5

On Tuesday morning I saw the results of a child who has taken her trials and hurts to Jesus for most of her life.  As disappointments go, this was pretty big for Mikayla.  It was something that she looked forward to  all year.  Sadly, she was turned away at the door. She kept her tears in check until we got home.  I held her for a while and attempted to comfort her. She looked up at me through tears and asked me something she hasn't asked me since she was small.  "Mom, can I go upstairs to my room and cry all I want."  Holding back my own tears, I said that she could.  She picked her bible up off the steps as she climbed them and for a while I heard wails from her room.  About 10 minutes into it, however, I heard something different.  I heard her voice singing a made up song to Jesus.  She was pouring out her heart to Him in song...turning it upside down before Him.  A short while later, she came down smiling...ready for the day.

Mikayla had walked through a dry and thirsty land that morning that had forgotten spiritual things...her rejection had come from people who had claimed to know Jesus. Her faith, however, was not shattered by all of this...it was strengthened. In her sorrow and grief, she went to the right place knowing that only God could satisfy the thirst she had...her heart was weary...she wanted to be in His presence.  Mikayla looked up and found all she needed!  By His Spirit she was able to understand that this rejection was not aimed at her personally and that sometimes hearts are crushed by those who even have the best intentions.  She did not blame God either.  She understood that He was sovereign and that this was part of His perfect plan for her.  He had allowed it and she would accept it. 

What a blessing we are to God and to others when we worship Him in the night seasons of our lives.  When we sing praises to Him in times of grief and trouble.  I had trouble letting go of my anger at her rejection until I heard her sing and  was reminded of this verse:

But at midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God AND THE PRISONERS WERE LISTENING TO THEM. (emphasis mine)

I was imprisoned before I heard Mikayla singing...imprisoned by my own anger and unforgiveness.   Her singing reminded me that our God is sovereign and that He does all things well.  Worship always changes our attitudes and perspectives.  Problems diminish...the mood is lightened and our focus is back where it should be...on our God.  Singing in this fallen world of ours is an act of faith.  Mikayla sang by faith...Her childlike faith penetrated my heart and by God's grace, I was able to forgive those who had unintentionally caused her such misery.

Our God is always faithful to give us a song.  Psalm 149:5 says this:

Let the saints be joyful in glory; Let them sing aloud on their beds. 

I end with Psalm 42... 


      
So pants my soul for You, O God.
 2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
         When shall I come and appear before God?[b]
 3 My tears have been my food day and night,
         While they continually say to me,  
         “Where is your God?”  
       
 4 When I remember these things,
         I pour out my soul within me.  
         For I used to go with the multitude;  
         I went with them to the house of God,  
         With the voice of joy and praise,  
         With a multitude that kept a pilgrim feast.  
       
 5 Why are you cast down, O my soul?
         And why are you disquieted within me?  
         Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him  
         For the help of His countenance.[c]
       
 6 O my God,[d] my soul is cast down within me;
         Therefore I will remember You from the land of the Jordan,  
         And from the heights of Hermon, 
         From the Hill Mizar.
 7 Deep calls unto deep at the noise of Your waterfalls;
         All Your waves and billows have gone over me.
 8 The LORD will command His lovingkindness in the daytime,
         And in the night His song shall be with me—  
         A prayer to the God of my life.  
       
 9 I will say to God my Rock,
         “Why have You forgotten me?  
         Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?”
 10 As with a breaking of my bones,
         My enemies reproach me,  
         While they say to me all day long,  
         “Where is your God?”  
       
 11 Why are you cast down, O my soul?
         And why are you disquieted within me?  
         Hope in God;  
         For I shall yet praise Him,  
         The help of my countenance and my God

Monday, August 7, 2017

Be Still

Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth!--Psalm 46:10

God's sovereignty over the affairs of men…Be still or in Hebrew "raphaph" is such a good reminder for me when I am in the midst of the seemingly endless fleshly battle that I fight entitled:  "What I Want That I Am Not Getting"  

The word "STILL" OR "RAPHAH"  means TO SINK, RELAX, LET DROP, BE DISHEARTENED, DESIST FROM YOUR WAR….

I really love that description.  It exactly describes what I need to do in the midst of that fleshly battle I mentioned earlier.  I questioned "disheartened" till I thought about it a little more…Biblically the heart is the seat of the will…so take the "heart" or your passionate desire to get what you want…disarm yourself of self...and remember that He is God…He is sovereign…cast all your cares upon Him because He cares for You….Be anxious for nothing but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God and the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Saturday, February 25, 2017

Waiting on the Lord


Isaiah 40:28-31
Have you not known?
      Have you not heard?
      The everlasting God, the LORD,
      The Creator of the ends of the earth,
      Neither faints nor is weary.
      His understanding is unsearchable.
        He gives power to the weak,
      And to those who have no might He increases strength.
       Even the youths shall faint and be weary,
      And the young men shall utterly fall,
       But those who wait on the LORD
      Shall renew their strength;
      They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
      They shall run and not be weary,
      They shall walk and not faint.


To My Precious Daughters...

I so needed to read these verses tonight.  Sometimes I forget who dwells inside me.  Have you not known, Isaiah begins....Have you not heard??? The everlasting God, the LORD,  The Creator of the ends of the earth, Neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unsearchable.  God has got me and my problems covered...He doesn't get tired and His understanding is unsearchable.  He knows what I am going through and He knows the state of my heart.  Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments and His ways past finding out!

Isaiah goes on to remind us (me) that He gives power to the weak and to those who have no might he increases their strength.  I am without strength and weak....BUT that is a good thing because His strength is made perfect in weakness.  He will uphold me. He will hedge me behind and before.  Colossians 1:11 says, "He will strengthen me with all might, according to His glorious power, for all patience and longsuffering with joy." At my weakest I can cry out to Him with gladness knowing He has enough for both of us.  And as I cry out, my eyes fill with His goodness and mercy and love toward me.  I am poor and needy and yet the Lord thinks on me!

My strength will be renewed as I wait on the Lord.  I like to see the phrase  "wait on the Lord" as Jon Courson explains it.  I am the Lord's waiter.  I am serving Him here on earth and doing those things that He has prepared beforehand for me to do.  My job is to please Him and honor Him here as I journey through this vale of tears.   I am to spend time with Him in worship, in thanksgiving, in prayer and in the study and meditation of His word.  I am to look for ways to love those He has placed in my path with the love that He Himself has shed abroad in my heart.  I am here for Him...my life is about Him...not me.  Whatever He sends me is good and is for my good and His glory.  And as I go through this life there will be times like tonight when my strength is spent and my heart is weak.  Here is what I know: He will be gracious to me...He will incline His ear to me and hear my cry...He will strengthen my heart...He will be good to me...He will renew my strength...He will not leave me nor forsake me and in Him I have everything I need.

Blessed is the man whose strength is in You, Whose heart is set on pilgrimage. As they pass through the Valley of Baca, They make it a spring; The rain also covers it with pools. They go from strength to strength; Each one appears before God in Zion.--Psalm 84:5-7

Love
Mom