Genesis 15 - Abraham Believed God...

After these things the word of the LORD came to Abram in a vision, saying, “Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your exceedingly great reward.” But Abram said, “Lord GOD, what will You give me, seeing I go childless, and the heir of my house is Eliezer of Damascus?”  Then Abram said, “Look, You have given me no offspring; indeed one born in my house is my heir!” And behold, the word of the LORD came to him, saying, “This one shall not be your heir, but one who will come from your own body shall be your heir.”  Then He brought him outside and said, “Look now toward heaven, and count the stars if you are able to number them.” And He said to him, “So shall your descendants be.” And he believed in the LORD, and He accounted it to him for righteousness--Genesis 15:1-6 

Dear Suzanne, Rebecca, Anna and Mikayla,

Abraham was saved by faith! The same as you and me.  Abraham was declared righteous when he simply believed God would do what He said He would do when He told Abraham He would make his descendants more numerable than the sand on the seashore. He believed God and it was accounted or imputed to Him as righteousness.  Romans 4:3 through verse 12 is below:

For what does the Scripture say? “Abraham believed God, and it was accounted to him for righteousness.” ⁴ Now to him who works, the wages are not counted as grace but as debt.  ⁵ But to him who does not work but believes on Him who justifies the ungodly, his faith is accounted for righteousness, ⁶ just as David also describes the blessedness of the man to whom God imputes righteousness apart from works:


       ⁷ “ Blessed are those whose lawless deeds are forgiven,
      And whose sins are covered;
       ⁸ Blessed is the man to whom the LORD shall not impute sin.” 


⁹ Does this blessedness then come upon the circumcised only, or upon the uncircumcised also? For we say that faith was accounted to Abraham for righteousness. ¹⁰ How then was it accounted? While he was circumcised, or uncircumcised? Not while circumcised, but while uncircumcised. ¹¹ And he received the sign of circumcision, a seal of the righteousness of the faith which he had while still uncircumcised, that he might be the father of all those who believe, though they are uncircumcised, that righteousness might be imputed to them also, ¹² and the father of circumcision to those who not only are of the circumcision, but who also walk in the steps of the faith which our father Abraham had while still uncircumcised."

These words from Romans are so worth reading.  God is so merciful and kind.  When I was young and not saved I thought that the people in the Old Testament couldn't be saved because they lived before the cross and because of this, at times, I thought God ever so unfair.  When I came to the Lord I realized that my good and gracious God had provided for them the same way He provided for us.  They were saved by faith...Follow Paul's reasoning with me. 

Abraham believed God and it was accounted to Him for righteousness is one of the clearest statements in Scripture about justification.  The word justification means to be declared righteous.  It includes pardon from the guilt and penalty of sin and also the imputation of Christ's righteousness.  Jesus' perfect obedience then is accounted to us who believe, and our sin to the account of Christ, who bore our sin and the punishment for them on the cross.  


Abraham received this gift through  faith...which is a gift from God also.  Faith is the conduit through which God's grace flows.  The word accounted or imputed are financial terms...they mean to take something that belongs to someone else and credit it to another's account. These transactions are one sided.  Abraham did nothing for this credit to come to his account.  God credited his own righteousness to Abraham because Abraham believed.  


Romans 4:4 goes on to say that to him who works, the wages are not counted as grace but as debt.  If salvation were on the basis of works than God would owe us it...it would no longer be a gift, it would be wages.  Faith is trusting that God has done the work...there is nothing for you to do but believe.  It must mean the end of any attempt to earn God's favor by works.  Jesus did it all.  There is nothing for you to do but believe and accept His free gift.  In thinking you must do more you are saying, in effect, that Jesus' sacrificial death on the cross was not enough...that you in your arrogance can somehow make it enough through your additional works.  Only those who relinquish all claims to goodness, who know they can do nothing to earn God's favor, and who know they are ungodly, can be justified.  


Read Romans 4:6-8...the verses Paul is referring to were penned by David after his adultery with Bathsheba and the subsequent murder of her husband, Uriah the Hittite. It is clear from the reading that David understood that his sin...which was pretty big as far as sins go...was forgiven...it is clear he understood God's imputed righteousness.  What a blessing that is for us...what good news!


Read on and see that Abraham was justified by His faith before he was circumcised.  Paul anticipates the argument of the Jewish readers thinking that if Abraham was justified by faith why the need for circumcision by asking the question himself in verse 9 of Romans 4:

Does this blessedness then come upon the circumcised only, or upon the uncircumcised also? For we say that faith was accounted to Abraham for righteousness.

Paul explains that circumcision was an outward sign...a seal of the righteousness of the faith which he had while still uncircumcised, that he might be the father of all those who believe, whether circumcised or uncircumcised...Jew or Gentile.  Paul is saying that Abraham is the father not only of the circumcised Jew, but of the uncircumcised Gentile because Abraham was pronounced righteous before he was circumcised. Circumcision did not confer righteousness. It confirmed righteousness. Think on baptism...you could be baptized ten times but it won't save you if you don't believe in your heart that it has all been accomplished in Jesus. Baptism is just the outward sign..it is not what saves you...heart belief is what saves.   Racially, Abraham is the father of all the Jews (circumcised) and spiritually, he is the father of both believing Jews and uncircumcised believing Gentiles.  Circumcision is an outward demonstration of an inward belief unto righteousness.  Abraham was not justified by his circumcision or his obedience to the law...he was justified by his belief.  


You may be able to pretend righteousness before men and accumulate all the right signs of your righteousness outwardly,  but our God sees your heart...it is there where true righteousness is accounted. 


Love
Mom ...the rest of Romans 4 is below:

The Promise Granted Through Faith

  ¹³ For the promise that he would be the heir of the world was not to Abraham or to his seed through the law, but through the righteousness of faith. ¹⁴ For if those who are of the law are heirs, faith is made void and the promise made of no effect, ¹⁵ because the law brings about wrath; for where there is no law there is no transgression.

¹⁶ Therefore it is of faith that it might be according to grace, so that the promise might be sure to all the seed, not only to those who are of the law, but also to those who are of the faith of Abraham, who is the father of us all ¹⁷ (as it is written, “I have made you a father of many nations”) in the presence of Him whom he believed—God, who gives life to the dead and calls those things which do not exist as though they did; ¹⁸ who, contrary to hope, in hope believed, so that he became the father of many nations, according to what was spoken, “So shall your descendants be.” ¹⁹ And not being weak in faith, he did not consider his own body, already dead (since he was about a hundred years old), and the deadness of Sarah’s womb. ²⁰ He did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, ²¹ and being fully convinced that what He had promised He was also able to perform. ²² And therefore “it was accounted to him for righteousness.”

The Unpardonable Sin

One friend perhaps says, "I am afraid that I have committed the unpardonable sin."  If you come to Christ, you have not, I know; for he who comes to Him, Jesus will in no wise cast out.  He cannot, therefore, have committed the unpardonable sin.  Come along with you, man, and if you are blacker than all the rest of the sinners in the world, so much the more glorious shall be the grace of God when it shall have proved its power by washing you whiter than snow in the precious blood of Jesus.

Charles Spurgeon on the Unpardonable Sin...

The only sin that is unpardonable is unbelief.

KISS THE SON...LEST HE BE ANGRY AND YOU PERISH IN THE WAY...

Then He began to speak to them in parables: "A man planted a vineyard and set a hedge around it, dug a place for the wine vat and built a tower. And he leased it to vinedressers and went into a far country. Now at vintage-time he sent a servant to the vinedressers, that he might receive some of the fruit of the vineyard from the vinedressers. And they took him and beat him and sent him away empty-handed. Again he sent them another servant, and at him they threw stones, wounded him in the head, and sent him away shamefully treated.  And again he sent another, and him they killed; and many others, beating some and killing some. Therefore still having one son, his beloved, he also sent him to them last, saying, 'They will respect my son.'  But those vinedressers said among themselves, 'This is the heir. Come, let us kill him, and the inheritance will be ours.' So they took him and killed him and cast him out of the vineyard.  "Therefore what will the owner of the vineyard do? He will come and destroy the vinedressers, and give the vineyard to others. Have you not even read this Scripture: 'THE STONE WHICH THE BUILDERS REJECTED HAS BECOME THE CHIEF CORNERSTONE. THIS WAS THE LORD'S DOING, AND IT IS MARVELOUS IN OUR EYES'?" And they sought to lay hands on Him, but feared the multitude, for they knew He had spoken the parable against them. So they left Him and went away.--Mark 12:1-12



Dear Girls,

The owner sent servants to collect fruit from His vineyard.  The ones sent were either beaten or killed by the servants of the tenant farmer.  The owner then sent His Son...they killed him too. What would the owner of the vineyard do? He would destroy the vinedressers and give His vineyard to others. Isaiah explains the vineyard reference...

 For the vineyard of the LORD of hosts is the house of Israel, And the men of Judah are His pleasant plant. He looked for justice, but behold, oppression; For righteousness, but behold, a cry for help.--Isaiah 5:7

The man who planted the vineyard was God and  the vineyard was Israel.  The hedge set around it was the law of Moses...which protected them and separated them from the Gentiles.  The vinedressers were the Pharisees and the religious leaders.  


Jesus speaks  prophetically in verse 10 about His rejection and death by the leaders of Israel...He was the stone which the builders of Israel rejected.  After His resurrection He was given pre-eminence, His Father made Him the chief cornerstone in the church. Read below what Peter says in chapter 4 of Acts.


 "let it be known to you all, and to all the people of Israel, that by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, by Him this man stands here before you whole. This is the 'STONE WHICH WAS REJECTED BY YOU BUILDERS, WHICH HAS BECOME THE CHIEF CORNERSTONE.' Nor is there salvation in any other, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved." --Acts 4:10-12

Now the Jewish leaders understood what Jesus was saying.  He was quoting Psalm 118 which speaks of the Messiah.  Jesus was applying these verses to Himself. In fact, they understood so well that they tried to lay hands on Him then but feared the people.  The very next section of Scripture shows a joining of bitter enemies...the Pharisees, the Saducees and the Herodians in a  plan to trick Jesus into saying something that could be used against Him. 

The beauty of this story is obvious...But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved...sent His Son not only to warn us but to die us.  And not for us only, but also for the very ones who nailed Him to the cross. The story also highlights the Father's love and patience with His disobedient people by sending prophet after prophet to warn them that judgment would come. Unfortunately, we usually don't appreciate God's long suffering until it is too late. We also mistake God's longsuffering and patience for either indifference or inability.  God's longsuffering is His kindness to us.  His will is that none should perish.   When judgment does come it will fall on those who did not "reverence His Son."   Psalm 2 comes to mind here...I will end with it. Pay special attention to verses 10-12.

Psalm 2

The Messiah’s Triumph and Kingdom

 ¹ Why do the nations rage,
         And the people plot a vain thing?
 ² The kings of the earth set themselves,
         And the rulers take counsel together,
         Against the LORD and against His Anointed, saying,
 ³ “Let us break Their bonds in pieces
         And cast away Their cords from us.”
      
 ⁴ He who sits in the heavens shall laugh;
         The Lord shall hold them in derision.
 ⁵ Then He shall speak to them in His wrath,
         And distress them in His deep displeasure:
 ⁶ “Yet I have set My King
         On My holy hill of Zion.”
      
 ⁷ “I will declare the decree:
         The LORD has said to Me,
         ‘You are My Son,
         Today I have begotten You.
 ⁸ Ask of Me, and I will give You
         The nations for Your inheritance,
         And the ends of the earth for Your possession.
 ⁹ You shall break them with a rod of iron;
         You shall dash them to pieces like a potter’s vessel.’”
      
 ¹⁰ Now therefore, be wise, O kings;
         Be instructed, you judges of the earth.
 ¹¹ Serve the LORD with fear,
         And rejoice with trembling.
 ¹² Kiss the Son, lest He be angry,
         And you perish in the way,
         When His wrath is kindled but a little.
         Blessed are all those who put their trust in Him.

Can you read those verses as well as the story above and not see that the Bible is a beautifully integrated message system that speaks of Jesus in one way or another on every page. Truly, it is a beautiful tapestry of His love for each of us.  Take the Psalmist advice...Kiss the Son, lest He be angry, and you perish in the way, when His wrath is kindled but a little.  Blessed are all those who put their trust in Him.

Love
Mom

Christophobia: Living and Powerful

Christophobia: Living and Powerful: "For the word of God is living and powerful , and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of ..."

Tears, Tears and More Tears...

Dear Sponsor Bill, Jean and to your family,

God is so Great.  God is so good and God is wonderful.  Uncle and Auntie and to your family you are good great and wonderful to me too because of your unfailing support that you've given to me.  I'm writing this letter to give a  lot of thanks that came from my heart because this letter is my last letter and my last giving thanks to you because I am early complete in our programme.  It is sad but we need to accept that because it is a part of our programme.  In my 13 years in our programme and in our 13 years that you have been supporting me, it is a great blessing and opportunity that God has given to me and because of all that I will give thanks.

Uncle and Auntie, Suzanne, Rebecca, Anna, Mikayla and Ella you are part of my life, you are my second family.  All of you makes me happy all of the time and helping me in any financial problem.  It's big gift to me that you gave those kinds of gifts and it makes a big help for me and for my family because in that gift we build our own store and until now we are still managing it.  I am also thankful for that because my mom continues her medication and because of that mini store my sisters could continue there studies.  I also finished my vocational trainings because of all your support to me.  I learned a lot of things in the programme.  My relationship to God became closer. I really thank God for the opportunity of meeting a person like you and also to all your daughters.  I appreciate their effort and love by sending me stickers and letters. 

For Rebecca, I will gonna miss all your bible verse, thank you also for all your letters that you sent to me.  I really enjoy reading those letters.  I wish you all the best in life.  I thank God for meeting Rebecca, who is very pretty and amazing.  For Suzanne how are you my dearest older sister.  I know you have your own family, hope you are happy.  I am always praying for your two kids and husband.  And to my three prettiest sisters Anna, Mikayla and Ella, how are you all doing?  Don't forget to thank God for in every blessing you've received.  Just always remember that I love you all.  Always be obedient to your parents.  I will never forget you all.  I will miss you all...as my last letter to all of you...I love you...GOD BLESS AND FAREWELL.

Always and Forever
Love
R


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Standing and Falling...Mark 14

Peter said to Him, "Even if all are made to stumble, yet I will not be." Jesus said to him, "Assuredly, I say to you that today, even this night, before the rooster crows twice, you will deny Me three times."  But he spoke more vehemently, "If I have to die with You, I will not deny You!" And they all said likewise.--Mark 14:29-31

To My Sweet Daughters

I so love Jesus.  Even when we have an unrealistic view of ourselves, like Peter does here, Jesus sees and loves us anyway.  Read the verses that come before....


And when they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of Olives. Then Jesus said to them, "All of you will be made to stumble because of Me this night, for it is written: 'I WILL STRIKE THE SHEPHERD, AND THE SHEEP WILL BE SCATTERED.'


It was obvious here that Peter could have imagined the other disciples stumbling, but not himself!  Beware where you think you stand the Bible tells us...lest you fall!  We know the end of the story.  As Jesus predicted, Peter denied Him three times and the word tells us that when he thought about it, he wept.

Here is what is wonderful about this story.  The Lord knows we are going to fail and He knows it ahead of time.  In fact we know from another account of this same story that Jesus prayed for Peter ahead of time...that his faith would not fail.  He knows all about us.  He knows our past, our present and future sins and loves us anyway!!  He died for us when we were ungodly and His enemy!  We can't disappoint God, girls.  He knows we are dust.  The fact that He sees our hearts, as desperately wicked as they are, is a good thing.  Peter had the right desire but his flesh was weak.  Jesus took that desire...that smoking flax...and did exceedingly abundantly in Peter's life..truly above all that Peter could ask or think.  This burly, arrogant fishermen became a pillar in the early church...strengthening others in their faith...speaking and bringing thousands to Jesus.  I am sure this incident in Peter's life taught Him much about the weakness of His flesh and the glory of God.

But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty; and the base things of the world and the things which are despised God has chosen, and the things which are not, to bring to nothing the things that are,  that no flesh should glory in His presence. --1Corinthians 1:27-29

Peter had such an unrealistic view of himself.  Trials show us the reality of our faith.  This is always a good thing because we see our need and cling...and isn't that what is best for us...isn't that what is needed?  My prayer today and every day for each of us is that we would not only trust Him, but would yield ourselves up to Him to receive His life and to let that life work out its results in us.  To live in Him, to Him, for Him and by Him.

Girls, without Jesus, we are withered branches, not good for anything but the fire.  There is no purpose or reason for our existence except that which we find in Him.   May each one of our lives be hidden with Christ in God!!

Love
Mom

Awakening...

Charles Spurgeon

 

Awakening

REAT NUMBERS OF PERSONS have no concern about eternal things. They care more about their cats and dogs than about their souls. It is a great mercy to be made to think about ourselves, and how we stand towards God and the eternal world. This is full often a sign that salvation is coming to us. By nature we do not like the anxiety which spiritual concern causes us, and we try, like sluggards, to sleep again. This is great foolishness; for it is at our peril that we trifle when death is so near, and judgment is so sure. If the Lord has chosen us to eternal life, he will not let us return to our slumber. If we are sensible, we shall pray that our anxiety about our souls may never come to an end till we are really and truly saved. Let us say from our hearts:

"He that suffered in my stead,
Shall my Physician be;
I will not be comforted
Till Jesus comfort me."
It would be an awful thing to go dreaming down to hell, and there to lift up our eyes with a great gulf fixed between us and heaven. It will be equally terrible to be aroused to escape from the wrath to come, and then to shake off the warning influence, and go back to our insensibility. I notice that those who overcome their convictions and continue in their sins are not so easily moved the next time: every awakening which is thrown away leaves the soul more drowsy than before, and less likely to be again stirred to holy feeling. Therefore our heart should be greatly troubled at the thought of getting rid of its trouble in any other than the right way. One who had the gout was cured of it by a quack medicine, which drove the disease within, and the patient died. To be cured of distress of mind by a false hope, would be a terrible business: the remedy would be worse than the disease. Better far that our tenderness of conscience should cause us long years of anguish, than that we should lose it, and perish in the hardness of our hearts.
Yet awakening is not a thing to rest in, or to desire to have lengthened out month after month. If I start up in a fright, and find my house on fire, I do not sit down at the edge of the bed, and say to myself, "I hope I am truly awakened! Indeed, I am deeply grateful that I am not left to sleep on!" No, I want to escape from threatened death, and so I hasten to the door or to the window, that I may get out, and may not perish where I am. It would be a questionable boon to be aroused, and yet not to escape from the danger. Remember, awakening is not salvation. A man may know that he is lost, and yet he may never be saved. He may be made thoughtful, and yet he may die in his sins. If you find out that you are a bankrupt, the consideration of your debts will not pay them. A man may examine his wounds all the year around, and they will be none the nearer being healed because he feels their smart, and notes their number. It is one trick of the devil to tempt a man to be satisfied with a sense of sin; and another trick of the same deceiver to insinuate that the sinner may not be content to trust Christ, unless he can bring a certain measure of despair to add to the Savior's finished work. Our awakenings are not to help the Savior, but to help us to the Savior. To imagine that my feeling of sin is to assist in the removal of the sin is absurd. It is as though I said that water could not cleanse my face unless I had looked longer in the glass, and had counted the smuts upon my forehead. A sense of need of salvation by grace is a very healthful sign; but one needs wisdom to use it aright, and not to make an idol of it.
Some seem as if they had fallen in love with their doubts, and fears, and distresses. You cannot get them away from their terrors—they seem wedded to them. It is said that the worst trouble with horses when their stables are on fire, is that you cannot get them to come out of their stalls. If they would but follow your lead, they might escape the flames; but they seem to be paralyzed with fear. So the fear of the fire prevents their escaping the fire. Reader, will your very fear of the wrath to come prevent your escaping from it? We hope not.
One who had been long in prison was not willing to come out. The door was open; but he pleaded even with tears to be allowed to stay where he had been so long. Fond of prison! Wedded to the iron bolts and the prison fare! Surely the prisoner must have been a little touched in the head! Are you willing to remain an awakened one, and nothing more? Are you not eager to be at once forgiven? If you would tarry in anguish and dread, surely you, too, must be a little out of your mind! If peace is to be had, have it at once! Why tarry in the darkness of the pit, wherein your feet sink in the miry clay? There is light to be had; light marvelous and heavenly; why lie in the gloom and die in anguish? You do not know how near salvation is to you. If you did, you would surely stretch out your hand and take it, for there it is; and it is to be had for the taking.
Do not think that feelings of despair would fit you for mercy. When the pilgrim, on his way to the Wicket Gate, tumbled into the Slough of Despond, do you think that, when the foul mire of that slough stuck to his garments, it was a recommendation to him, to get him easier admission at the head of the way? It is not so. The pilgrim did not think so by any means; neither may you. It is not what you feel that will save you, but what Jesus felt. Even if there were some healing value in feelings, they would have to be good ones; and the feeling which makes us doubt the power of Christ to save, and prevents our finding salvation in him, is by no means a good one, but a cruel wrong to the love of Jesus.
Our friend has come to see us, and has traveled through our crowded London by rail, or tram, or omnibus. On a sudden he turns pale. We ask him what is the matter, and he answers, "I have lost my pocket-book, and it contained all the money I have in the world." He goes over the amount to a penny, and describes the cheques, bills, notes, and coins. We tell him that it must be a great consolation to him to be so accurately acquainted with the extent of his loss. He does not seem to see the worth of our consolation. We assure him that he ought to be grateful that he has so dear a sense of his loss; for many persons might have lost their pocket-books and have been quite unable to compute their losses. Our friend is not, however, cheered in the least. "No," says he, "to know my loss does not help me to recover it. Tell me where I can find my property, and you have done me real service; but merely to know my loss is no comfort whatever." Even so, to believe that you have sinned, and that your soul is forfeited to the justice of God, is a very proper thing; but it will not save. Salvation is not by our knowing our own ruin, but by fully grasping the deliverance provided in Christ Jesus. A person who refuses to look to the Lord Jesus, but persists in dwelling upon his sin and ruin, reminds us of a boy who dropped a shilling down an open grating of a London sewer, and lingered there for hours, finding comfort in saying, "It rolled in just there! Just between those two iron bars I saw it go right down." Poor soul! Long might he remember the details of his loss before he would in this way get back a single penny into his pocket, wherewith to buy himself a piece of bread. You see the drift of the parable; profit by it.

The Substance of Things Hoped For...

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. For by it the elders obtained a good testimony. By faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that the things which are seen were not made of things which are visible. By faith Abel offered to God a more excellent sacrifice than Cain, through which he obtained witness that he was righteous, God testifying of his gifts; and through it he being dead still speaks.--Hebrews 11:1-4



To My Sweet Daughters:

I began memorizing Hebrews 11 this morning while walking.  Truly our Lord blessed my heart tremendously with these few verses.  I am also reading in Genesis (albeit slowly) and have reached the end of chapter 14 and read a small section in the very beginning of 15.  This is where Abraham refuses to take anything from the King of Sodom for defeating the king's enemies, rescuing the king's people and recovering the spoils. Abraham feared the ungodly King of Sodom could then say, "I have made Abraham rich." Instead, Abram wanted him to say, "God has made Abram rich."  He wanted  His God to get the glory!  Abraham wanted people to look at him and say..wow..."Look at what God has done for him!  Oh, that we could trust our God like this..I pray that by faith we all could walk this way!  That we would walk holy before Him.  That we would put away self seeking, covetousness and selfish ambitions and that our overwhelming desire would be to glorify our Father in Heaven in both our words and our deeds. Here is the section of Scripture from Genesis:

Now the king of Sodom said to Abram, "Give me the persons, and take the goods for yourself." But Abram said to the king of Sodom, "I have raised my hand to the LORD, God Most High, the Possessor of heaven and earth, that I will take nothing, from a thread to a sandal strap, and that I will not take anything that is yours, lest you should say, 'I have made Abram rich'—except only what the young men have eaten, and the portion of the men who went with me: Aner, Eshcol, and Mamre; let them take their portion."

Read on!  Read on! Here is the first verse of Chapter 15:

After these things the word of the LORD came to Abram in a vision, saying, "Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your exceedingly great reward."

Aaah...Abraham had refused the riches of the world...of Sodom...and was rewarded by Jehovah with not only His very presence but also protection and much wealth!   Seek God, girls.  Seek His desires for you.  Seek His very presence to be with you always...throughout every moment of your day.  Allow Him to be your trusted friend and confidante.  As you take steps of faith with the desires He Himself has placed on your heart, you will find that He truly is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.  I am always surprised when the blessings come and don't always see what prompted them, but He is faithful to show me.  When He does, His love and kindness in Christ Jesus, His Son for my little mustard seeds of faith bring tears of joy and gratitude to my eyes.  The power lies not in the strength of my faith but in the grace of God.  The power comes from the God in whom that faith relies.

As I meditated on these precious verses from Hebrews 11 and chewed a bit on what I had read in Genesis that morning, I understood with a little more heart knowledge about faith.  He showed me various prayers and desires I had shared with Him by faith over the past 16 years.  He also showed me the results.  I was overwhelmed right there on the walking path with His goodness and mercy toward me. My favorite was my prayer that had immediately followed my conversion.  I can remember praying that He would not ever take His word away from me...that I would always love it as much as I loved it at that moment.  By faith that prayer reached way into the future...His Word has been my strength and my song for the past 16 years.  I do not go anywhere without it.  It  is and has always been what I choose to read even when there is much else around.  He has answered this prayer exceedingly abundantly above all that I could ask or think, and the result has brought much fruit in my life as well as my family's. 

True faith is confident obedience to God's word despite how things look (they may look impossible)  and despite what the consequences may be. (They may not be pleasant.)  It is obeying even to our own hurt. We trust Him for the outcome because we believe that He will do what is right and what is best for us.  True faith believes God.  When I pray rightly according to His desires and not my own, I grasp what He has for me in the future by faith.

Faith is the substance of things hoped for.  It is the evidence of things not seen.  Biblical hope is sure and certain..not like the hope in this world.. Biblical hope is as good as if you have it already have what you prayed for right in front of you. It is how the elders obtained a good testimony. It is what fills our eyes with gratitude when we look back over the years that we have walked with Him.  What I saw and felt this afternoon was His divine witness in my life. How wonderful and encouraging this is to see.  What gifts He gives us as we meditate on His word.  Truly, faith allows us to do things that others cannot because we see the future with God's eyes.  We hold on to His promises as we depend on Him. We know that what God promises, He  performs.   Faith is our access to grace.  As we walk in complete dependence on Him, He does the work and by His grace and His power we obtain a good testimony! 

As I seek Him, He aligns my will with His.  His desires become my desires. What He wants I want.   God takes my prayers of faith,  and begins to work in my heart bringing them to fruition.  Many have take years to bear fruit, but God has not been mocked.  I have reaped what I have sowed.  Many times I have sowed in tears...but the reaping is always joyful.  Abide in Him...depend completely on Him and His strength...want what He wants...by faith live to please Him.  Allow Him to be your shield and your exceedingly great reward.  Keep your eye on the prize!!! He not only is the Rewarder but also the REWARD.

Love
Mom

“Faith enables the believing soul to treat the future as present and the invisible as seen.” --Dr. J. Oswald Sanders

ENLIGHTEN MY EYES...By My Daughter Rebecca...

“How long, O LORD?  Will You forget me forever?
         How long will You hide Your face from me?
How long shall I take counsel in my soul,
         Having sorrow in my heart daily?
         How long will my enemy be exalted over me?
Consider and hear me, O LORD my God;
         Enlighten my eyes,
         Lest I sleep the sleep of death;
Lest my enemy say,
         ‘I have prevailed against him’;
         Lest those who trouble me rejoice when I am moved.
But I have trusted in Your mercy;
         My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation.
I will sing to the LORD,
         Because He has dealt bountifully with me.” – Psalm 13:1-6
We aren’t told what kind of trouble David was enduring as he wrote this.  We don’t need to know.  These are the Lord’s words, spoken to us through David, so that we might be strengthened and comforted in the troubles we are enduring.

“How long, O LORD?  Will You forget me forever?  How long will You hide Your face from me?  How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily?  How long will my enemy be exalted over me?”  (Vs. 1-2)

How often does your own hurting heart cry out with David’s, as he penned those verses?  Trouble comes upon you, and it seems to have no remedy.  You spend your nights in tears.  Your whole body groans beneath the crushing burden of grief and pain.  You struggle to simply live through each day.  Your aching soul stretches up to the Lord with the lingering, anguished question – Why?  Oh, Lord, why?  What are You doing?  Why aren’t you fixing this?

The Lord heard David’s cry.  He hears our cries.  And, wonder of wonders, His own heart breaks with His heartbroken creations.  Jesus Himself was a Man of Sorrows, and acquainted with grief; surely, Scripture says (Isaiah 53:4), He has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows.  We do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses.  (Hebrews 4:15)  How the Lord loves us!  Could He have forgotten David when he wrote this psalm?  Did He need reminding?  Had He suddenly stopped caring and become callous?  No!  David may have felt forgotten, or he may have felt as though the Lord had hidden His face – as we so often do – but emotions and moods have nothing to do with the truth.  Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever.  (Hebrews 13:8)  He did not bear the full weight of His Father’s righteous wrath against our sin in 33 AD, shedding His very heart’s blood in the process, just to forget about us in 2011 AD.  The infinite love of the Cross stretches across eternity.  If God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life (John 3:16), He is not going to leave His redeemed to rot through carelessness or uncaringness.  Yes, David was in trouble.  He was in pain.  He was in sorrow.  And the Lord knew all about it.

So why, we might ask, did He permit the trouble to continue?  Why was He letting David’s enemy be exalted over him?  Why was he letting His beloved child endure such sorrow and tribulation?  Why does He allow all of us, all His children, to endure these things?

It was because David was beloved that the Lord had sent him trouble.  God does not just allow trials in our lives; He creates them.  He uses suffering like a smelter uses the heat of a crucible, refining precious souls in the fire.  We are worth too much to Him for Him to allow us to remain mere ore, full of dross, ugly, and unusable.  It would certainly be easier to leave us that way.  It would certainly be more comfortable.  But would it be better?  The more you allow the word of God to fill your heart, the more you see how much of a pain in the neck your flesh – that is, your innate nature of sin – really is.  And the more you see your flesh and the black, rotten fruit it bears, the more hideous it becomes, and the more you want it gone.  Dead and gone.  Gone, gone, gone.  Gone and buried.  Gone and burned!  As Paul writes in Romans 7:24-25, “O wretched man that I am!  Who will deliver me from this body of death?  I thank God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!”

Jesus delivered us from death!  The Man of Sorrows, the great High Priest, the Mediator – He stood in the gap between us, sinners, and the righteous Creator.  He bore the wrath that should have been ours and became Jacob’s ladder, making a way for us to become children of God.  He put to death the enmity and has imputed His own spotless righteousness to those who choose to appropriate His sacrifice by faith.  I have been born again into His likeness; I am no longer in bondage to sin or to my flesh.  My inward (wo)man delights to do the will of my Father in heaven!

And yet, while I’m alive on earth, fulfilling the plan the Lord has fashioned just for me, my spirit is at war.  It is harnessed to a body of death (also known as my physical form), and while there remains breath in my lungs, those two natures will be at war.  The flesh against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; they are incompatible, and are constantly at odds.  That’s where trials come in.  If you allow the Lord to have His perfect work, those trials will become incredible blessings – the extent of which we can’t even imagine!  Trials subdue the flesh, burn away impurities, and drive you to be strengthened in the Spirit.  Compared to eternity, David’s trouble in this psalm was a “light affliction,” working for him “a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory.”  (2 Corinthians 4:17)  And David knew it!  He writes next, “Consider and hear me, O LORD my God; enlighten my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death; lest my enemy say, ‘I have prevailed against him’; lest those who trouble me rejoice when I am moved.”  (Vs. 3-4)

Enlighten my eyes.  Not “save me,” not “make me more comfortable,” not “thunder from heaven and blast my enemy into the dust,” but instead, “enlighten my eyes.”  Whatever he might have been feeling at the moment, David did not pray for deliverance from his earthly trial.  He prayed for his eyes to be enlightened.  In doing so, he was praying for wisdom, for understanding, and for eyes of faith to see his circumstances in the light of the Truth.  He was praying that he would have what it took to respond to his trouble in a way that was obedient and glorifying to his King.

David’s enemies – physical and spiritual – were waiting for him to stumble.  They were waiting for him to lose sight of the truth and give them the chance to prey on his weakness.  They were waiting for him to despair, give up, and “sleep the sleep of death.”  David’s earthly enemies had their own goals, certainly, but that does not change the fact that, wittingly or unwittingly, those “enemies” were merely pawns in the hands of Satan and his demons.  Don’t be deceived!  Peter writes in his first epistle, “Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.  Resist him, steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same sufferings are experienced by your brotherhood in the world.  But may the God of all grace, who called us to His eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after you have suffered a while, perfect, establish, strengthen, and settle you.”  (1 Peter 5:8-10)

We, as human beings, see the physical world.  But the physical world is not all there is.  The spiritual realm exists, it is active, and at the moment, our physical world is under Satan’s spiritual dominion.  He is the prince of the power of the air, permitted by the true King of kings and Lord of lords to work his will in the sons of disobedience.  (Ephesians 2:2)  Because Satan has made himself the enemy of God – even though he has no power except that which God allows him to have – and believers are of God, Satan is thus the enemy of believers.  He seeks to hinder and destroy, and our wretched flesh plays right into his hands.  Satan does not even have to work hard at “tempting” us.  Each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed, James says in James 1:14-15, and when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.  Trials, temptations, tribulations, troubles, infirmities – they are all blessings.  But only if we allow them to be.  David cried out for his eyes to be enlightened so that he would not stumble, and would not allow Satan a foothold in his heart.  David knew that, alone, he did not have a chance.  He was weak.  He was a sinner.  He was vulnerable.  He needed the Lord.

It is indeed a fearful array of spiritual forces that is deployed against us (believers).  But the battle is not ours!  In the time of Israel, the king of Syria sent “horses and chariots and a great army” (2 Kings 6) to Dothan in order to take and kill Elisha, the man of God.  The horses and chariots surrounded the city, and Elisha’s servant was terrified.  He cried, “‘Alas, my master!  What shall we do?’  So he [Elisha] answered, ‘Do not fear, for those who are with us are more than those who are with them.’  And Elisha prayed, and said, ‘LORD, I pray, open his eyes that he may see.’  Then the LORD opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw.  And behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.”  Greater is He who is in us than he who is the world!  I am weak, but the Lord is strong.  I will stand, because He is able to make me stand.

But Satan is not to be toyed with or taken lightly.  I need my eyes enlightened.  I need my mind renewed in the word of God.  I need His Spirit in me.  I need to be constantly surrendering my will to His.  “Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might,” Paul urges in Ephesians 6:10-18.  “Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.  For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.  Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.  Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace; above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one.  And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints —”

I’m going to trip up.  I’m going to lose battles.  I’m going to sin.  But by the grace of God, the war is won.  I sin less.  With each bout in the crucible I am being purified to better reflect the image of my Savior.  My eyes are being enlightened.  Truth is being rooted in my heart.  And a day is coming when my body of death will finally die, and I will stand face-to-face with Jesus – and be like Him!

Oh, David’s enemies were growling at his heels.  They were foaming at the mouth, baring their teeth, and slavering for the kill.  Likewise, they are at your heels, and at mine.  They lie in wait.  They are patient.  They are persistent.  They are ruthless.  They are deadly.  BUT –

“But I have trusted in Your mercy; my heart shall rejoice in Your salvation.  I will sing to the LORD, because He has dealt bountifully with me”!  (Vs. 5-6)

See how David concludes his psalm!  He began in tears, but he ended with song!  The Lord has dealt bountifully with us indeed.  He is our Shield, our Savior, and our exceedingly great Reward.  He has neither forgotten nor forsaken, and He never will.  By the blood of Jesus, we may come boldly to the throne of grace, to obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need!  (Hebrews 4:16)  We dwell in the secret place of the Most High – the mercy seat, the Holy of Holies – and abide beneath the shadow of the Almighty.   (Psalm 91)  His word is a lamp to our feet and a light to our path.  The war is already won!  The only question that remains is: how will you carry yourself through the final battles?  Will you allow Satan to rob you of blessings, opportunities, and treasures that the Lord longs to give you?  Or will you live with eyes of faith, eyes that are filled with the light of His countenance, and make your choices accordingly?

It is up to you.

Hopeless and Helpless...But God.

For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly.--Romans 5:6


To My Sweet Daughters,

I have been meditating on this verse for several days and have been applying it to many situations.  Truly for both the unbeliever grappling with belief and the believer grappling with weakness and sin it is powerful!  Girls, read these words again:

"For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly."

These are words that can reach the depths of our being and fill us with joy unspeakable. These are wonderful words that should bring us to our knees in gratitude.

For the unbeliever who opposes Christ,  Spurgeon asks,  "How can you oppose One who embodies unmerited, unexpected, and unexampled love!"  "Christ died for the ungodly."  He justifies the ungodly at the time of their salvation.  "If you are sensible, you will see the remarkable grace in those words and will say to yourself, "Why, then, should I not be justified, and be justified at once?" If you are unconverted, my friend this is you...you are who Christ came to save."

Romans 3:10 There is none righteous, no, not one.

Christ meets us at our point of need.  When I was without strength, Christ pulled me up out of the miry clay and set my feet on the Rock.  I barely had the energy to cry out, but He heard me and brought me up...saved me....adopted me as His daughter and blessed me with riches incomparable in the Heavenly places.  I was in a helpless and seemingly hopeless situation and He took my mustard seed of faith (which He gave me) and turned my misery and weakness into blessings... my mourning into dancing.  When I look back, the darkest moment of my life became the greatest blessing I will ever know this side of heaven.  Our God is like that!!! He uses all the trials we face for our good and His glory.  


There are times when I am weak from grief and sorrow and seemingly without strength.  During these times I remember that when I was without strength..helpless and hopeless...He died for me.  How much more will He care for me now that I am His beloved daughter.  I fix my mind there.  I rest there. I cast myself at His feet and upon His mercy and allow Him to be my strength.  Girls, let this one glorious verse sink into your heart and permeate all of your mind and soul.    Sometimes in trials we feel  backed up into a corner with no where to go... at times it is difficult to think straight.  This truth stands on its own.  No thinking required.  Hold on to this one fact.  The Lord Jesus is your strength.  He is your song and has become your salvation.  The Lord is our eternal refuge and underneath are His everlasting arms.

The applications for this verse are endless...meditate on it and allow the Spirit of God to inspire you and encourage you with it.  I pray that as you meditate on it you will see the Son of God's unmerited, unexpected and unexampled love and that as you do, fear will be cast out and you will desire (in an even greater way than you do now)  to live your life completely for Him.  There is such blessing in the meditation of Scripture.  The word is living and powerful..receive it and allow it to implant in your heart and grow. 


Love 
Mom

And you He made alive, who were dead in trespasses and sins, in which you once walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience,   among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, just as the others. But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus,
that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God,  not of works, lest anyone should boast. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. --Ephesians 2:1-10

Notes on Revelation 4...

 After these things I looked, and behold, a door standing open in heaven. And the first voice which I heard was like a trumpet speaking with me, saying, "Come up here, and I will show you things which must take place after this." --Revelation 4:1


I do not think this is a veiled reference to the rapture but I so want to here those words!  This verse introduces the third and last major section of the Book of Revelation. "After these thing"....after the church age.  The outline for the book can be found in Revelation 1:19...Jesus is speaking.

Write the things which you have seen, and the things which are, and the things which will take place after this. 


When the church's ministry is complete, the church will be taken up into heaven in the Rapture.  Believers will be removed from the world . Jesus will say "Come up here," and we will be transported to heaven to be with Him always.  (1 Cor 15:51, 52; 1 Thess 4:17)  The rapture will immediately precede the events of the Great Tribulation. 

Revelation 4:2-5 speaks to the throne of God.  I note that John's attention was immediately captured by it.  I also think of Isaiah here after King Uzziah died...when He saw the Lord, high and lifted up sitting on a throne, and the train of His robe filled the temple. Sovereign rule...authority...these seem to be the focus chapter 4. the word throne is mentioned 13 times and 11 of those are in reference to God's throne!  Me thinks there is a message there. 

Around the throne were twenty-four thrones, and on the thrones I saw twenty-four elders sitting, clothed in white robes; and they had crowns of gold on their heads. --Revelation 4:4

These are the redeemed... the only group complete and glorified at this point. The church of Christ.  Notice their joint rule with Him,  their white garments and their golden crowns. (the 24 Elders are not Israel and not the tribulation saints) These are the overcomers from the church age, who have their crowns and are living in the place Jesus prepared for them beforehand. 


And from the throne proceeded lightnings, thunderings, and voices. Seven lamps of fire were burning before the throne, which are the seven Spirits of God.

The prequel perhaps to the righteous judgment that is about to occur?

Before the throne there was a sea of glass, like crystal. And in the midst of the throne, and around the throne, were four living creatures full of eyes in front and in back. 

The four living creatures ...these are the cherubim ...the angels from the Old Testament associated with God's power, presence and holiness.  Ezekiel describes these creatures similarly to John.  "Full of eyes"  uh oh.  These creatures are not all knowing...that is a characteristic reserved for God alone but nothing...nothing escapes their scrutiny.

 The first living creature was like a lion, the second living creature like a calf, the third living creature had a face like a man, and the fourth living creature was like a flying eagle. The four living creatures, each having six wings, were full of eyes around and within. And they do not rest day or night, saying: "Holy, holy, holy, Lord God Almighty, Who was and is and is to come!" Whenever the living creatures give glory and honor and thanks to Him who sits on the throne, who lives forever and ever, the twenty-four elders fall down before Him who sits on the throne and worship Him who lives forever and ever, and cast their crowns before the throne, saying: "You are worthy, O Lord, To receive glory and honor and power; For You created all things, And by Your will they exist and were created."  

Symbolic language is used here in describing these four creatures....Like a lion...symbolizing strength and power.  Like a calf...humble service before God.  Like a man...rational beings.  Like a flying eagle...fulfilling their service to God with swiftness.  Scripture says that these creatures do not rest but give God 24 hour praise and are joined in praise by the 24 elders. "Holy, holy, holy"....His holiness.   "Lord God Almighty"...His power.  "Who was and is and is to come"  His eternality.

The four gospels are represented also by these four creatures.  Matthew describes the Lion of the tribe of Judah.  The One worthy to break open the scroll (the title deed to the Earth)  Mark describes the calf...the humble servant we see in Jesus.  Luke depicts the man...he shows Christ in His full humanity.  He presents Him as the perfect Man.  John  speaks to the deity of Christ.  John shows us that Jesus was God.  Hence the eagle...the sovereign of the skies.

Verse 11 is a wonderful verse to meditate on...He is our King, our Creator, our Redeemer and our Sustainer. It is truly all about Him.  We are nothing and can do nothing with Him!  All glory and honor and power are His!  

The Shepherd...

WHEN a shepherd has at last overtaken his poor, silly, wandering sheep, he does not straightway fall to scolding or beating it for having cost him so much toil and trouble. No; but he observes that it is very weary, that it has torn itself among thorns, and cut itself among jagged rocks, and therefore he first tenderly sees to its wounds, and then bears it back to the fold in his own arms. Poor trembling sinner, the gospel has at length laid hold upon you; you cannot longer run into the paths of sin, grace has stopped your mad career, and made you tremble at the guilt of sin. You are afraid of Jesus, for you know how sorely you have grieved him; you fear that he will chide you severely, and perhaps spurn you from his presence. Oh think not so of the Good Shepherd! He is already gazing on your bleeding wounds, and preparing to bind them up; he will soon take compassion on your weakness, and bear you in his arms. Trust to him, poor sinner, just as the poor sheep trusts the shepherd. A man is more precious than a sheep, and Jesus is more tender than the most careful shepherd. To coming sinners he is gentle indeed. When the prodigal returned all ragged, and filthy, his loving father did not put him in quarantine till he had been cleansed and purified, but there and then he fell upon his neck and kissed him, without so much as giving him one upbraiding word. He came straight from the swine-trough to his parent's arms. That welcomed prodigal is the type of such sinners such as you are. You too shall have all kisses, and no frowns; all love, and no wrath; all kindness, and no severity. Oh! if you knew the Saviour, you would not delay. Now, now poor heavy-laden sinner, trust the Lord Jesus, and live. He has never treated one returning prodigal with harshness, and he cannot change, and will therefore deal as generously with you as He has done with others. Whether thou wilt trust him or no—I will—I do. Poor sinner, may the Holy Spirit lead thee to look to Jesus and live.--From the Sword and Trowel by Charles Spurgeon

Enlighten My Eyes...Psalm 13

To My Sweet Daughters...

When we are waiting and cast down how slowly time passes.  Sadness and grief can at times seem to make time stand still.  David cries out here.

How long o Lord.? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?  How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily?  How long will my enemy be exalted over me?--Psalm 13:1-2

You can hear his despair here, his grief and sadness are overwhelming him.  He cries out to God in His distress...feeling abandoned and forgotten.  The Bible is replete with reminders that our God does not forget us.  We are His beloved child.  A mom may forget her nursing infant, but God does not forget us...we are inscribed on the palms of His hand.  His love and presence abide with us always. Even in our darkest moment, He is with us...working it all together for our good and His glory.

Sorrow is a heavy burden.  The Lord Jesus has surely borne our griefs and carried our sorrows.  He knows what we are going through...in a very personal way. He understands your sorrow even better than you do.  He has borne it. How great and wonderful is our God!  Follow Him...He goes before you and not only shows you the path to walk but walks it with you!

David's sorrow is made worse because he is bowed down and sad and yet his enemy laughs at him.  It doesn't get much worse than that...unless, of course, that enemy is a family member or trusted friend.  Someone who held your heart.  This was often the case with David.  His own son betrayed Him and sought to kill him.  His trusted counselor also.  David understood deep, deep sorrow and grief.

The next verses begin to turn David's despair.  He goes to the right place..to God His exceeding joy.  His hope and his help!

Consider and hear me, O Lord my God; Enlighten my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death; lest my enemy say, "I have prevailed against him;" Lest those who trouble me rejoice when I am moved.--Psalm 13:3-4



Coming to God and crying out to Him in our weakness, our hopelessness and our despair changes everything.  I cannot imagine...I shudder to think of what my life would be like if I could not do this.   Spurgeon says that the mercy seat is the life of hope and the death of despair.

David prays here for his eyes to be enlightened.  That was my prayer last night and it is my prayer this morning.  O Lord, let me see all that you are doing with the clear eye of faith.  Let me see you even in the darkness.  Illuminate my thinking by your Spirit that dwells in me.  My whole countenance is brightened and lifted  when I "see: my trials with your eyes.  The Bible tells us that He even makes the darkness light about us.  When our eyes become dim and we begin to see our trials through despair rather than faith and hope, it will sap us of our energy and make our eyes heavy.  David even speaks of it weighing him down to the point of death. O Lord, enlighten my eyes!

I love the next argument David uses to plea for God's mercy.  It is not the Lord's will that our enemies be exalted over us..His children.  This would dishonor God who promises us victory.  Truly, though, we are more than conquerors through Him who loves us.  Nothing can separate us from Him.  We may in fact be the objects of ridicule and scorn for a time but the day is coming when the tables will be turned and God's wrath will be poured out on those to whom it is due.  Until then...He is our strong tower and refuge in time of trouble.

Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.--2nd Cor 4:16-18

The last two verses of this psalm show a complete change of heart.

But I have trusted in Your mercy; My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation. I will sing to the LORD, Because He has dealt bountifully with me.--Psalm 13:5-6

The mercy seat has done its work! The winter is past and the flowers are beginning to appear. A change has been wrought in David's heart and he now begins to rejoice and sing.  He asserts that he has trusted in God's mercy.  God is David's strong tower and defense.  His enemies have not driven him out of the presence of His God.  David clings to His God and lays hold of the hope set before him.  His faith is an anchor to His soul.  His hope and confidence are in God! When we wait on our God, He deals bountifully with us!  We look back and sorrow over the times we complained to Him about our lot.  We see His goodness in all He does. We see His purposes and His heart of love for us even in our trials and yea, especially in our trials. 

I close with a quote from John Trapp:

"The world wonders how we can be so merry under such extreme miseries; but our God is omnipotent, who turns misery into felicity.  Believe me, there is no such joy in the world as the people of God have under the cross of Christ.  I speak by experience, and therefore, believe me, and fear nothing that the world can do unto you, for when they imprison our bodies, they set our souls at liberty to converse with God; when they cast us down, they lift us up; when they kill us, then do they send us to everlasting life.  What greater glory can there be than to be made conformable to our head, Christ? And this is done by affliction.  Oh good God, what am I upon whom Thou shouldest bestow so great a mercy?

Love

Mom

The Snail and the Glowworm

Would you believe that a small glowworm (a female firefly) can conquer a snail several times her size and eat it for dinner? 

The snail has one vulnerable spot, the fleshy foot that peeps out underneath its shell and enables it to crawl and attach itself to objects.  The glowworm waits until she finds a snail crawling,  resting on the ground, or sunk into its shell with just a little of the fleshy part showing.  Then, ever so quietly, she creeps up and taps the snail unprotected bit of flesh with her two tiny hooked fangs so gently that the snail is not aware of it.  After a pause, the glowworm taps it again, then again.  She is putting her victim to sleep with glowworm anesthetic.  While the unsuspecting snail sleeps, the glowworm dissolves the snail with her saliva and drinks the now liquid snail for her supper. 

There is a way the snail can escape from the clever tactics of its enemy, the glowworm; that is to rest on a smooth rock instead of the ground, so that the opening of its shell is completely shielded by rock and no fleshy part is showing.  The snail whose opening is completely shielded by a rock has no vulnerable place for its enemy to attack--it is safe. 

Jesus is your rock, your place of safety.  If you stay under His protection by obeying His word, you will be able to say no to temptation and sin; you will be sheltered against Satan's attacks.  Happy is the young person who goes to Jesus for refuge!

Read and Think Story
Abeka 4th Grade

Our Heart's Longings...

 I am a stranger in the earth; Do not hide Your commandments from me. My soul breaks with longing For Your judgments at all times.--Psalm 119:19-20

To My Sweet Daughters,

Psalm 119 is the longest chapter in the bible.  The content of it is all about the Word of God and the blessings and benefits derived from its study.  Going to take a detour here to Psalm 19 because it gives us a preview of the benefits in just a few verses as opposed to Psalm 119's 176 verses.  It tells us that the law of the Lord is perfect and that it converts the soul.  The testimony of the Lord is sure making the simple, wise.  The statutes of the Lord are right and they rejoice the heart. The commandment of the Lord is pure and enlightens the eyes.  The fear of the Lord is clean and endures forever.  The judgments of the Lord are true and righteous altogether and are more to be desired than fine gold and sweeter than honey and the honeycomb.  By them we are warned and in keeping them is great reward!!!  Wow! Wow! Wow!

Psalm 119  is broken up into 22 sections of eight verses each.  If you read it in Hebrew you would find that each sections begins with a specific letter of the Hebrew alphabet beginning with the first and ending with the last letter.  For example the first letter of the Hebrew alphabet is the letter Aleph.  Each of the eight verses then in the first section begins with that letter.  In the second section each verse would begin with Beth..the second letter of the Hebrew alphabet and so on through the entire alphabet. It is said that the Hebrew children learned their alphabet by learning this psalm.  I really like that! Learn the alphabet and meditate on the excellencies of the word of God. 


Getting back to verse 19 and 20...David says that his soul breaks with longing for the judgements of God always.  That is quite a statement.  His soul breaks for His judgments...The word judgment here is not speaking to the execution of a sentence but to the declared judgments of God.  God's commandments and doctrine of the Word are God's judgments about moral and spiritual things.  God's decisions, if you will, on what is right or what is wrong.  The bible then is the book of His judgments.  It is the supreme authority..not a word of it may be changed or questioned.

The writer of the Psalm says he is like a foreigner in a strange land.  Believers may be in the world but they are not of the world.  The desires of their hearts should be very different from those of the unbelievers in the world.  Because of this they do not value (and should not) value worldly wisdom at all, but look only to God and His precepts for guidance throughout their journey here.  Their deepest desire should be for their God's abiding presence in their lives directing their steps.  They look to His word to guide them unerringly to their final destination

The Bible tells us that we are to keep our hearts with all diligence for out them spring the issues of life.  It also says that as a man thinks in his heart he is.  And finally out of the abundance of our hearts, our mouths speak.  Spurgeon says that one of the best tests of a man's character will be found in his deepest and heartiest longings.  Uh oh...  Truly, girls, our deepest heart's desires are like forecasts for what we will become. Look carefully at your desires and see the picture it provides you of your future.  As a man desires or longs in his heart so is he.  Again, what are your deepest desires? They should be for your God and His word.  Look ten years down the road...what do you see..have your desires drawn you closer to your Lord or further into the world.  Have they led you off His path and out of His will? Or have they led you to His holy hill...to His tabernacle..to His sanctuary and finally into His presence? 


Spurgeon says that our spiritual desires are the shadows of coming blessings.  What God intends to give us, He first sets us longing for.   Prayer is wonderfully effective because it is the embodiment of a longing that is inspired by God because He intends to bestow the blessing prayed for!  It all comes from Him. Whatever your holy longings might be, He will fulfill them.  View them as glimpses of good things to come.

 David longed after God and His word.  Girls, ask God for this kind of longing and let it be the cry that comes from the deepest part of your heart.  He will then place those desires on your heart that are the "tokens" of good things to come and will come and fill you with all His fullness. Delight in His law...desire it and His presence in your life above everything else.  May each one of our hearts break with our desire for Him!

The Lord is at work in each one of us.  The results of His work are always precious.  Psalm 145:19 says He fulfill the desires of those who fear Him.  The desire for Him is precious and what comes from that desire is beyond what can be described with words.

If you do not know the Lord, hear these words from Psalm 10...they are for you.  Ask Him to give you a desire to know Him and see what He will do!

Psalm 10:17 You have heard the desire of the humble; You will prepare their heart; You will cause Your ear to hear."


Proverbs 10:24 says the desires of the righteous will be granted and Matthew 5:6 says, Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness; for they shall be filled. 

Love
Mom

Faith, What is It? from All of Grace by Charles Spurgeon

WHAT IS THIS FAITH concerning which it is said, "By grace are ye saved, through faith?" There are many descriptions of faith; but almost all the definitions I have met with have made me understand it less than I did before I saw them. The Negro said, when he read the chapter, that he would confound it; and it is very likely that he did so, though he meant to expound it. We may explain faith till nobody understands it. I hope I shall not be guilty of that fault. Faith is the simplest of all things, and perhaps because of its simplicity it is the more difficult to explain.
What is faith? It is made up of three things—knowledge, belief, and trust. Knowledge comes first. "How shall they believe in him of whom they have not heard?" I want to be informed of a fact before I can possibly believe it. "Faith cometh by hearing"; we must first hear, in order that we may know what is to be believed. "They that know thy name shall put their trust in thee." A measure of knowledge is essential to faith; hence the importance of getting knowledge. "Incline your ear, and come unto me; hear, and your soul shall live." Such was the word of the ancient prophet, and it is the word of the gospel still. Search the Scriptures and learn what the Holy Spirit teacheth concerning Christ and His salvation. Seek to know God: "For he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." May the Holy Spirit give you the spirit of knowledge, and of the fear of the Lord! Know the gospel: know what the good news is, how it talks of free forgiveness, and of change of heart, of adoption into the family of God, and of countless other blessings. Know especially Christ Jesus the Son of God, the Saviour of men, united to us by His human nature, and yet one with God; and thus able to act as Mediator between God and man, able to lay His hand upon both, and to be the connecting link between the sinner and the Judge of all the earth. Endeavour to know more and more of Christ Jesus. Endeavour especially to know the doctrine of the sacrifice of Christ; for the point upon which saving faith mainly fixes itself is this— "God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself, not imputing their trespasses unto them." Know that Jesus was "made a curse for us, as it is written, Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree." Drink deep of the doctrine of the substitutionary work of Christ; for therein lies the sweetest possible comfort to the guilty sons of men, since the Lord "made him to be sin for us, that we might be made the righteousness of God in him." Faith begins with knowledge.
The mind goes on to believe that these things are true. The soul believes that God is, and that He hears the cries of sincere hearts; that the gospel is from God; that justification by faith is the grand truth which God hath revealed in these last days by His Spirit more clearly than before. Then the heart believes that Jesus is verily and in truth our God and Saviour, the Redeemer of men, the Prophet, Priest, and King of His people. All this is accepted as sure truth, not to be called in question. I pray that you may at once come to this. Get firmly to believe that "the blood of Jesus Christ, God's dear Son, cleanseth us from all sin"; that His sacrifice is complete and fully accepted of God on man's behalf, so that he that believeth on Jesus is not condemned. Believe these truths as you believe any other statements; for the difference between common faith and saving faith lies mainly in the subjects upon which it is exercised. Believe the witness of God just as you believe the testimony of your own father or friend. "If we receive the witness of men, the witness of God is greater."
So far you have made an advance toward faith; only one more ingredient is needed to complete it, which is trust. Commit yourself to the merciful God; rest your hope on the gracious gospel; trust your soul on the dying and living Saviour; wash away your sins in the atoning blood; accept His perfect righteousness, and all is well. Trust is the lifeblood of faith; there is no saving faith without it. The Puritans were accustomed to explain faith by the word "recumbency." It meant leaning upon a thing. Lean with all your weight upon Christ. It would be a better illustration still if I said, fall at full length, and lie on the Rock of Ages. Cast yourself upon Jesus; rest in Him; commit yourself to Him. That done, you have exercised saving faith. Faith is not a blind thing; for faith begins with knowledge. It is not a speculative thing; for faith believes facts of which it is sure. It is not an unpractical, dreamy thing; for faith trusts, and stakes its destiny upon the truth of revelation. That is one way of describing what faith is.
Let me try again. Faith is believing that Christ is what He is said to be, and that He will do what He has promised to do, and then to expect this of Him. The Scriptures speak of Jesus Christ as being God, God is human flesh; as being perfect in His character; as being made of a sin-offering on our behalf; as bearing our sins in His own body on the tree. The Scripture speaks of Him as having finished transgression, made an end of sin, and brought in everlasting righteousness. The sacred records further tell us that He "rose again from the dead," that He "ever liveth to make intercession for us," that He has gone up into the glory, and has taken possession of Heaven on the behalf of His people, and that He will shortly come again "to judge the world in righteousness, and his people with equity." We are most firmly to believe that it is even so; for this is the testimony of God the Father when He said, "This is my beloved Son; hear ye him." This also is testified by God the Holy Spirit; for the Spirit has borne witness to Christ, both in the inspired Word and by divers miracles, and by His working in the hearts of men. We are to believe this testimony to be true.
Faith also believes that Christ will do what He has promised; that since He has promised to cast out none that come to Him, it is certain that He will not cast us out if we come to Him. Faith believes that since Jesus said, "The water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everasting life, it must be true; and if we get this living Water from Christ it will abide in us, and will well up within us in streams of holy life. Whatever Christ has promised to do He will do, and we must believe this, so as to look for pardon, justification, preservation, and eternal glory from His hands, according as He has promised them to believers in Him.
Then comes the next necessary step. Jesus is what He is said to be, Jesus will do what He says He will do; therefore we must each one trust Him, saying, "He will be to me what He says He is, and He will do to me what He has promised to do; I leave myself in the hands of Him who is appointed to save, that He may save me. I rest upon His promise that He will do even as He has said." This is a saving faith, and he that hath it hath everlasting life. Whatever his dangers and difficulties, whatever his darkness and depression, whatever his infirmities and sins, he that believeth thus on Christ Jesus is not condemned, and shall never come into condemnation.
May that explanation be of some service! I trust it may be used by the Spirit of God to direct my reader into immediate peace. "Be not afraid; only believe." Trust, and be at rest.
My fear is lest the reader should rest content with understanding what is to be done, and yet never do it. Better the poorest real faith actually at work, than the best ideal of it left in the region of speculation. The great matter is to believe on the Lord Jesus at once. Never mind distinctions and definitions. A hungry man eats though he does not understand the composition of his food, the anatomy of his mouth, or the process of digestion: he lives because he eats. Another far more clever person understands thoroughly the science of nutrition; but if he does not eat he will die, with all his knowledge. There are, no doubt, many at this hour in Hell who understood the doctrine of faith, but did not believe. On the other hand, not one who has trusted in the Lord Jesus has ever been cast out, though he may never have been able intelligently to define his faith. Oh dear reader, receive the Lord Jesus into your soul, and you shall live forever! "He that believeth in Him hath everlasting life."

By Grace Through Faith - Ephesians 2:8

From All of Grace by Charles Spurgeon  "By grace are ye saved, through faith" (Ephesians 2:8 ).  THINK IT WELL to turn a little to one side that I may ask my reader to observe adoringly the fountain-head of our salvation, which is the grace of God. "By grace are ye saved." Because God is gracious, therefore sinful men are forgiven, converted, purified, and saved. It is not because of anything in them, or that ever can be in them, that they are saved; but because of the boundless love, goodness, pity, compassion, mercy, and grace of God. Tarry a moment, then, at the well-head. Behold the pure river of water of life, as it proceeds out of the throne of God and of the Lamb!
What an abyss is the grace of God! Who can measure its breadth? Who can fathom its depth? Like all the rest of the divine attributes, it is infinite. God is full of love, for "God is love." God is full of goodness; the very name "God" is short for "good." Unbounded goodness and love enter into the very essence of the Godhead. It is because "his mercy endureth for ever" that men are not destroyed; because "his compassions fail not" that sinners are brought to Him and forgiven.
Remember this; or you may fall into error by fixing your minds so much upon the faith which is the channel of salvation as to forget the grace which is the fountain and source even of faith itself. Faith is the work of God's grace in us. No man can say that Jesus is the Christ but by the Holy Ghost. "No man cometh unto me," saith Jesus, "except the Father which hath sent me draw him." So that faith, which is coming to Christ, is the result of divine drawing. Grace is the first and last moving cause of salvation; and faith, essential as it is, is only an important part of the machinery which grace employs. We are saved "through faith," but salvation is "by grace." Sound forth those words as with the archangel's trumpet: "By grace are ye saved." What glad tidings for the undeserving!
Faith occupies the position of a channel or conduit pipe. Grace is the fountain and the stream; faith is the aqueduct along which the flood of mercy flows down to refresh the thirsty sons of men. It is a great pity when the aqueduct is broken. It is a sad sight to see around Rome the many noble aqueducts which no longer convey water into the city, because the arches are broken and the marvelous structures are in ruins. The aqueduct must be kept entire to convey the current; and, even so, faith must be true and sound, leading right up to God and coming right down to ourselves, that it may become a serviceable channel of mercy to our souls.
Still, I again remind you that faith is only the channel or aqueduct, and not the fountainhead, and we must not look so much to it as to exalt it above the divine source of all blessing which lies in the grace of God. Never make a Christ out of your faith, nor think of as if it were the independent source of your salvation. Our life is found in "looking unto Jesus," not in looking to our own faith. By faith all things become possible to us; yet the power is not in the faith, but in the God upon whom faith relies. Grace is the powerful engine, and faith is the chain by which the carriage of the soul is attached to the great motive power. The righteousness of faith is not the moral excellence of faith, but the righteousness of Jesus Christ which faith grasps and appropriates. The peace within the soul is not derived from the contemplation of our own faith; but it comes to us from Him who is our peace, the hem of whose garment faith touches, and virtue comes out of Him into the soul.
See then, dear friend, that the weakness of your faith will not destroy you. A trembling hand may receive a golden gift. The Lord's salvation can come to us though we have only faith as a grain of mustard seed. The power lies in the grace of God, and not in our faith. Great messages can be sent along slender wires, and the peace-giving witness of the Holy Spirit can reach the heart by means of a thread-like faith which seems almost unable to sustain its own weight. Think more of Him to whom you look than of the look itself. You must look away even from your own looking, and see nothing but Jesus, and the grace of God revealed in Him.